Fatherless Child (explicit Album Version Explicit)-Mystic

[ti:Fatherless Child] [ar:Mystic] [al:Cuts For Luck And Scars For Fr] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.77]Feels better if I tell em my story [00:03.02] [00:04.70]Mystic - Fatherless Child [00:14.08] [00:16.08]Yo' on November 24th' 1999 [00:21.38]I was in L A ' and I was in the kitchen cookin [00:26.38]And I got this page right [00:29.19]And uh' I called back and I was informed that [00:31.50]My father had passed away from a herion overdose [00:34.06]About two hour's earlier [00:35.05]So this song is for him' and to him [00:36.74]And for all the fatherless children in the world [00:40.98]The mother's who raised us' the people who love us [00:43.60] [00:46.35]It's a Monday' finally found the perfect beat [00:49.22]To speak my peace on how I came to be [00:51.59]The way I was raised' how I was born [00:54.21]Why I smile so sad' and have the eyes of a storm [00:57.14]Moms from Virginia' you from Rhode Island [00:59.08]Met up in the state where the sun's always smilin [01:01.70]Minds connected' physicals exchanged [01:04.19]Y'all both believin that the world can be changed [01:06.88]Time passed to 1973' and you begged my mom to create me [01:11.69]First she said no but she loved you too much [01:14.43]1974 had a child to touch [01:15.74]We was into other things' that ripped life scenes [01:17.49]Liqour' drugs' other women' destroyin dreams [01:19.80]But you know how women be' she tried to hold on [01:23.79]For the sake of your love and the beautiful bond [01:26.72]I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been [01:32.28]It's all I ever be' since your gone from me [01:37.21]Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you [01:47.81]1974 was a year things changed [01:50.25]Too much alcholol makes people violent and strange [01:52.74]You broke the window's with a baseball bat [01:55.18]As my mother cried inside with me on her lap [01:57.92]The dream destroyed' it was time to leave [02:00.29]She didn't take much' just a few things of lovin me [02:03.30]That was the birth of this fatherless child [02:05.05]And a struggling mother with the world in her eyes [02:08.29]She did it though' put herself in college [02:10.48]Raisin me wit grace' givin me the knowledge [02:13.23]And pops you' you never came by [02:15.79]Never sent money never called to say hi [02:18.36]I use to lie to the other kids' on the block [02:20.92]Say I knew where you was at so the questions would stop [02:23.54]I fronted to my friends that you didn't mean much [02:25.97]But I use to cry alone' and lone for your touch [02:28.87]I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been [02:33.55]It's all I ever be' since your gone from me [02:39.23]Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you [02:49.03]Ninth grade I thought you were dead [02:51.40]Call my mom about a paper' and that's what you said [02:54.27]I was angry and confused' all because of you [02:56.58]Wanted to ask you why' and just say f**k you(f**k you ) [02:59.14]But the feelings passed' what was my options [03:01.63]Studyin my face tryna find what was lost and [03:04.38]I decided that you didn't mean shit [03:06.62]That I was really worth lovin and you lossed a gift [03:09.25]Before that' I grew breast and things [03:11.74]Got raped in the bathroom' and the question sings [03:14.37]What it have' could it have' should it have [03:17.87]Been different if I had yo hand to grab [03:19.81]Would I be easier to love' not so torn inside [03:22.05]If you would've beat that man' and stood by my side [03:24.81]Would I write sad songs' and call pain daily [03:27.18]How different would I be if you had raised me [03:29.86]I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been [03:34.72]It's all I ever be' since your gone from me [03:39.34]Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you [03:50.21]1997' you called my home [03:52.52]From Telegraph&43' for the child you never owned [03:55.64]I told you come by' Adam came to help me [03:58.63]You were homeless and drunk' but not lookin uhealthly [04:01.44]We sat for hour's' I asked you every question [04:03.19]We sang on my porch and discussed life lession's [04:05.56]And I loved you' like you had always been they're [04:08.30]You said you'd never leave again' so I released my fears [04:10.67]1999' tryna to sign my deal [04:12.86]Ten years of hard work' finally becomin real [04:15.73]So I brush you off' writin songs for a movie [04:18.35]That was the last time I saw you' forgive me truly [04:21.54]The day my deal was done' you died [04:24.04]Wit the needle in your arm' and angels by your side [04:26.35]And I miss you' tattooed it on my back [04:28.78]Fatherless child' fade to black [04:31.21]I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been [04:36.08]It's all I ever be' since your gone from me [04:41.69]Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you [04:51.15]I'ma fatherless child' it's all I ever been [04:56.51]It's all I ever be' since your gone from me [05:01.50]Still I hope you know' that I can never unlove you' love you