Chapter 19-Elevate: I Am

[ti:Chapter 19] [ar:Elevate:I Am] [al:The Ghost Eclipse Sessions] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.68]Check out the mess I've made [00:02.55] [00:03.60]I'm 19 and I'm plotting graves [00:05.73]I've got some special K [00:06.79]And an 8 ball of fun [00:08.22]3 bags why not [00:09.66]Tonight I take the bible to the grave [00:11.84]Well I'm going out [00:13.03]Oh yes I'm checking out [00:14.58]I'm a waste of being and by gosh I believe [00:17.52]This is really me OD'ing [00:19.08]I'm OD'ing [00:19.90]Oh F**k I'm bleeding from my mouth [00:22.32] [00:23.02]Another walks in on a respiratory failure gone right [00:25.64] [00:27.94]Can a failure go right [00:30.13] [00:31.00]I'm a failure gone right [00:32.81] [00:33.62]What kind of friend leaves the door locked and doesn't come in [00:38.48]Is he afraid what he'll find [00:41.28] [00:42.09]Is he ashamed I got there first [00:44.34] [00:47.89]Was it fun to commit an act on life [00:50.59]Was it fun [00:51.58] [00:53.45]Was it fun to call my dad to pick me up [00:55.95] [00:56.64]Weighing in at 101 [00:58.13] [00:59.01]Was it fun to say the foil on the floor was from the junkie the night before [01:03.38]Lying to cheat and cheating to steal [01:06.99]We are all just teenage criminals [01:09.37]Hold on Hold on [01:11.55]And just grab a grip [01:12.86]Its never been shocking before [01:16.74] [01:17.35]They couldn't put it past me anymore [01:19.48]No not anymore [01:21.03]I've committed moral sin [01:22.40]I pray I don't go back to the way I was before [01:25.10] [01:26.47]But I've never liked to feel [01:28.28]No don't like to feel [01:29.46]More likely I'm no better than a suicidal god of war [01:32.02]Another walks in on a respiratory failure gone right [01:40.57] [01:42.63]Can a failure go right [01:44.87] [01:45.75]I'm a failure gone right [01:47.06] [01:48.61]What kind of friend leaves the door locked and doesn't come in [01:52.12] [01:53.61]Is he afraid what he'll find [01:55.60] [01:56.67]Is he ashamed I got there first [01:58.66] [02:00.16]No you never wanted me [02:01.47] [02:02.09]I swear I didn't write this because I care [02:04.47] [02:05.41]I'm writing I'm just being honest [02:07.15] [02:07.89]The record just needs its fair share [02:10.02] [02:11.21]Hold on Hold on [02:12.46]And just grab a grip [02:13.83]Its never been shocking before [02:18.00]They couldn't put it past me anymore [02:20.19]No not anymore [02:21.93]I've committed moral sin [02:23.24]I pray I don't go back to the way I was before [02:27.55]But I've never liked to feel [02:28.99]No don't like to feel [02:30.17]More likely I'm no better than a suicidal god of war [02:33.23]I'm no son of god right [02:41.76] [02:45.88]What is the color of night [03:13.57] [03:14.38]Some it's black it's just right [03:16.76] [03:17.63]And at the end of the day [03:19.95]It's alright [03:21.44]What is the color of night [03:24.94] [03:25.81]Some it's black it's just right [03:27.74] [03:28.99]And at the end of the day [03:30.80] [03:31.48]It's alright [03:33.55] [03:34.61]What is the color of night [03:36.10] [03:37.23]Some it's black it's just right [03:39.48] [03:40.48]And at the end of the day [03:42.28] [03:42.85]It's alright [03:43.41] [03:46.09]What is the color of night [03:47.46] [03:48.71]Some it's black it's just right [03:51.08] [03:51.89]And at the end of the day [03:53.51] [03:54.33]It's alright [03:55.07] [03:56.89]Elevate:I Am - Chapter 19