Monster (DCUP Remix)-X

Monster (Dcup Remix) - X Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window I'm not afraid of the dark But I'm afraid of my heart And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart Always afraid that things will never get better I went from writing down rhymes To typin' suicide letters Diagnosed with paranoia You can check my prescription I'm a manic depressive One of my many conditions I'm not a prophet though I say it But I'm seein' a vision My life, it was beyond it one a one-way collision If ignorance is bliss Then I'm devoid of any sorrows 'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome Of today or tomorrow I just wanna hide inside my own private Hell How can I ever get to Heaven When so many angels fell? I'm just a human being I'm just only being human With eternity and judgement From another always loomin' It's a wonder that I made it With these visions in my head With all these monsters at my window Starin' at me in my bed Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window If you're a friend to me or kin to me An enemy or into me I'm begging on a bended knee Come and put an end to me Put me out my misery Permanently, no injury I'm tired of fighting entities I'm running out of energy Feel like a lost boy Searchin' for the answers Just waitin' on tragedy A heart attack or even cancer So many monsters hidin' Waitin' 'round the corner for us If life is like a song I'm at the verse and searchin' for the chorus Maybe I should stop and take a moment Put it in perspective Maybe I should take a knife And take a life and get injected I just wanna go out On my own *****in' terms Knowing it was me that put me In the dirt and with the worms I think I'll pop another pill Try to heal the ill Wash it down with gasoline Light a match and that's for real But I'll just probably go to sleep And try to clear my head Hiding from these monsters At my window, underneath my bed [Muffled Singing] Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window