Depression Party-Endwell

[ti:Depression Party] [ar:Endwell] [al:Punishment] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Depression Party (Explicit) - Endwell [00:00.26]I I can't begin to explain [00:02.68]All the things that I lost because of playing this game [00:05.46] [00:06.24]All the flowers that failed to bloom [00:08.61]The perpetual sorrow as reality comes into view [00:11.97]I turned this flame into a spark [00:15.10]My roar decays into a bark [00:17.92]The smoke the drinks the friends the scum [00:20.25]I tried I swear that I tried but I'm done I'm done [00:23.84]Always a way to make you think it's okay [00:26.34] [00:27.35]But then reality spits in your face [00:29.17] [00:29.70]From the bottom I can see how they make it seem [00:32.33]But don't believe in all the b******t in your magazines [00:34.79] [00:35.54]Goodbye to days of grace [00:37.47] [00:38.37]Welcome my grave disgrace [00:40.01] [00:41.02]Another way just to capitalize on your dreams [00:44.14]This is not the way you wanted it to be [00:46.35] [00:46.89]So much to say about the way it was [00:50.07]They took it all from us [00:52.09] [00:52.81]So much to take they took it all from us [00:55.67] [00:58.79]When it's all been said and done [01:01.44]When it's all been said and done before [01:04.46]They'll suck you dry until you've lost it all [01:06.35] [01:06.87]You don't mean a thing to them [01:08.26]And they will never break your fall [01:09.67] [01:10.37]Everybody jockin' hard [01:11.85]When you're top dog [01:12.76] [01:13.27]But when your chips are down [01:14.46]Where the f**k they all gone [01:15.62] [01:16.14]Integrity don't mean sh*t [01:17.52]In this industry [01:18.54]So lean on the few who true [01:20.13]And always in ourselves believe [01:21.88]Hate all you want it [01:22.83]Only adds to our determination [01:24.07] [01:24.82]And all you doubting f**ks [01:26.02]Will see exactly what were made of [01:27.64] [01:28.19]When all is said and done [01:29.66] [01:30.23]You never stood a chance [01:31.33]Against a world that didn't want your love [01:33.41] [01:33.97]When you tried to tell yourself [01:35.43] [01:36.11]That everything would work itself out [01:37.86]But you don't have that luck [01:39.79]Now that everyone is gone [01:41.69]You've come to realize [01:43.02]You function better alone [01:44.26] [01:45.48]And with a lack of love [01:47.29]You've found a better [01:48.21]Understanding of the way this works [01:50.09] [01:51.13]Amen to the things we loved [01:55.04] [01:55.91]And the dying youth within all of us [02:00.72] [02:02.26]So much to say the way it was [02:04.57] [02:08.03]So much to take they took from us you repent [02:11.99] [02:13.07]I'll take it from the top so you can understand [02:14.97] [02:15.67]I think it's the boy in me understanding becoming a man [02:18.53]And let me say something no one held my hand [02:20.69]Now anxiety ridden inside sh*t has hit the fan [02:23.81]My heart races from wake to sleep [02:26.02]Head slow I barely got the stomach to eat [02:28.72]Got nowhere to run and retreat [02:30.70]Nerves got me on the edge of my seat [02:33.05]What the f**k happened to me [02:34.31]Hatred for myself [02:36.67] [02:39.39]Breeds hatred for everyone else