First Love Blues-Murs

[ti:First Love Blues] [ar:Murs] [al:Varsity Blues 2 EP] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]First Love Blues - Murs [00:21.56]I grew up on Wonder Years [00:22.89]She was Saved by the Bell [00:23.91]I was Boyz in tha Hood She was ATL [00:25.72] [00:26.45]Used to sell w**d to her roommate [00:27.71] [00:28.27]That's how we met [00:29.32]Old girl didn't smoke [00:30.25]But she had jokes on deck [00:31.83]No disrespect It's just the way it was [00:34.41]She clowned cause I was broke and always said Cuz [00:36.83]I would clown her for always saying Shorty and Yall [00:39.57]She smiled every time [00:40.63]I did my little Southern drawl [00:41.60] [00:42.22]Calls became frequent [00:42.80] [00:43.50]We'd hang out on the weekend [00:44.93]Started feeling like she's the one Ive been seeking [00:47.48]Didn't take it far Third base at most [00:50.07]Never sealed the deal but came real close [00:52.62]I knew that if I hit it [00:53.79]I would have to stay committed [00:55.21]And I was young 21 man I just wasn't with it [00:57.75]Knew what was coming and you can't run from it [01:00.26]When a feelings that strong [01:01.29]Between a man and a woman [01:02.29] [01:02.84]She said she wanted more than a friendship [01:05.11]But I wasn't willing to bend [01:07.52]I said I wanted friends with benefits [01:09.37] [01:10.33]But I was only trying to pretend [01:12.01] [01:12.86]I didn't want you need you [01:15.37]Really wanna make you mine [01:17.89]I would never mislead you [01:19.95]Look at how I treat you [01:21.19]But girl you gotta give me some time [01:23.18]So the first time we did it it was alright [01:25.54] [01:26.14]But soon I was creeping to her room every night [01:28.92]Something like magic I felt I had to have it [01:31.49]Just the right fix to kick my chick habit [01:33.98]You know its always better [01:34.85]When youre lovers and close friends [01:36.40]It started getting deep I kind of felt closed in [01:39.44]I went out and made a stupid mistake [01:41.65]I stopped returning calls went on a few dates [01:44.33]Of course it got back to [01:45.37]Where I knew she'd be hurt [01:46.87]But she didn't even trip [01:47.71]And that made me feel worse [01:48.78] [01:49.48]She showed me all that love after I did her dirt [01:51.97]Now I'm feeling like Im the scum of the earth [01:54.63]She left for break and didn't leave her number [01:57.31]I thought about her every single day that summer [02:00.04]A sucker for trying to keep it on the under [02:02.03]Said next time I see her I'mma tell her that I love her [02:05.18]She said she wanted more than a friendship [02:07.02] [02:07.99]But I wasn't willing to bend [02:09.54] [02:10.38]I said I wanted friends with benefits [02:11.70] [02:12.47]But I was only trying to pretend [02:14.88]I didn't want you need you [02:17.70] [02:18.51]Really wanna make you mine [02:20.05] [02:20.60]I would never mislead you [02:22.17]Look at how I treat you [02:23.40]But girl you gotta give me some time [02:25.71]Woulda swore I was student the way I was waiting [02:28.30]For the new semester to begin [02:30.76]The very next day I ran up to campus [02:33.58]And ran into one of her friends [02:36.31]I made small talk; I didn't want to seem lame [02:39.02]Or too anxious but when I said her name [02:41.82]The tears came She started to break down [02:44.46]I can still see the look on her face now [02:46.95]Through the tears I could hear Drunk driver [02:49.23]Crash accident there were no survivors [02:51.83]She trying to continue to describe it [02:54.33]But just couldn't take it and she ran off crying [02:57.14]Lying if I said I wasn't filled with regret [02:59.55]I cried for three hours sitting down on them steps [03:02.17]But even though youre gone your memory lives on [03:04.59]And for all I did wrong I dedicate this song [03:07.05]To my first love [03:08.18] [03:12.35]This for my first love