I Killed Myself but I Didn't Die-Ezra Furman And The Harpoons

[ti:I Killed Myself But I Didn't Die] [ar:Ezra Furman And The Harpoons] [al:Mysterious Power] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Killed Myself but I Didn't Die - Ezra Furman And The Harpoons [00:18.49]I killed myself but I didn't die [00:22.43] [00:22.94]She crossed her heart and stuck a needle in her eye [00:27.32]She promised me she'll never leave me alone [00:31.80]She doesn't sleep she only calls me on the phone all night [00:38.01] [00:45.47]I went to school but I didn't learn [00:49.73]I touch the fire but I didn't feel the burn [00:54.21]Somehow I got desensitized to the world [00:58.72]I hate pop music and I hate that you can learn alright [01:04.96] [01:12.35]I killed myself but I didn't die [01:16.67]Now in the hospital they're covering [01:21.28]None of the visitors can look me in the eye [01:25.63]They say how are ya but they don't apologize oh no [01:31.78] [01:38.34]And my mom came in she was having trouble trying to speak [01:44.70] [01:48.78]She could see that her boy was some sort of freak [01:55.06] [01:57.34]I killed myself but I didn't die [02:01.51]Now she's my baby she's the apple of my eye [02:06.16]She only wants a sensitive guy [02:10.55]And I've been in and out of my mind three times [02:17.25] [02:24.30]That's just the way the way I always was [02:28.68]I go to therapy but I don't take the drugs [02:33.13]I try and really look my life in the face [02:37.65]I think I'm learning that there's no way to escape oh no [02:43.77] [02:50.13]And the worst part is that I didn't even really care [02:56.90] [02:58.96]It's just to be or not to be and either way I'm only barely there [03:06.65] [03:09.07]I killed myself but I'm still around [03:13.36]I think the living dead will like me better now [03:17.89]I'm gonna socialize I'm gonna go out more [03:22.48]I'll be so beautiful with nothing nothing crow