But Breathing-Defeater

[ti:But Breathing] [ar:Defeater] [al:Empty Days And Sleepless Night] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]But Breathing - Defeater [00:15.18]Unwanted but breathing [00:18.44]In the next room sleeping [00:21.70]My mother she's crying and my father's been drinking [00:27.91] [00:28.63]In our run down apartment [00:31.85]Where the roof is still leaking [00:34.51] [00:35.17]He's cursing and cussing it's just the whiskey talking [00:41.37] [00:42.03]I've got lots of memories like this one [00:46.85] [00:49.12]Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome [00:53.53] [00:55.80]When I think back to all of it [01:01.06] [01:02.42]It's all too much [01:04.01] [01:05.86]It's all too much when you're just a little kid [01:09.54] [01:23.71]My little brother just a newborn baby [01:29.38]In the image of my mother she says he's a blessing [01:36.26]But not to my father oh how he hates him [01:42.91]"An undeserving mistake " [01:45.70] [01:46.49]He calls him a burden [01:49.12] [01:49.73]I've got lots of memories like this one [01:54.53] [01:56.54]Of picking sides and picking fights between them [02:01.16] [02:03.30]When I think back to all of it [02:08.48] [02:10.05]It's all too much [02:11.84] [02:13.34]It's all too much when you're just a little kid [02:17.00] [02:18.16]When I wake up in the morning [02:21.62]It all feels like a bad dream [02:24.18] [02:24.90]One that follows you and haunts you endlessly [02:29.11] [02:29.98]Yeah haunts me endlessly oh [02:34.36] [02:40.82]Broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating [02:47.10]The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving [02:53.79]While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him [03:00.06] [03:00.59]Us two kids were born in to a family not a fortune