Contemplation-Aeveron

[ti:Contemplation] [ar:Aeveron] [al:Existential Dead End] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Contemplation - Aeveron [00:42.65]Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me [00:50.73] [00:51.77]I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life [00:59.47] [01:00.47]The weakness that for so many years [01:04.03] [01:04.74]Made my life to a living hell [01:08.55] [01:09.09]Had at length defeated my very will to [01:13.87]Continue an existence [01:16.56]I despised right from the start [01:19.43]No god there to save me; was there ever one [01:23.69] [01:24.21]Reflecting on this I slowly raised [01:26.92]My head from the pillow I had rested on [01:29.82]Shadows danced on the walls laughing at [01:32.12]Me with their hellish grins [01:33.68] [01:35.48]My weary eyes followed their grotesque [01:37.60]Movements across the grey ceiling [01:40.79] [01:58.23]Desperation pervaded the dusk-filled room [02:03.63]An air of depravity joined the gloom that [02:06.34]Surrounded my cadaver-like body [02:09.17]It must have been a wondrous sight for you [02:11.21]To behold my emaciated frame in [02:13.99] [02:14.98]The grief-stricken chamber that witnessed [02:17.46]The unholy hour of my birth [02:23.36] [02:52.08]It must have been a wondrous sight for you [02:54.75]To behold my emaciated frame in [02:57.23]The grief-stricken chamber that witnessed [02:59.66]The unholy hour of my birth [03:03.00]There I lay in the depressing and pale grey [03:06.87] [03:07.47]At this instant my soul was grasped by despair [03:11.91] [03:13.66]A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see [03:18.81]Would a bullet in the head forever set me free [03:25.64] [03:45.18]Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me [03:51.43] [03:53.38]I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life [04:00.78] [04:02.22]The weakness that for so many years made [04:06.59]My life to a living hell [04:10.93]Had at length defeated my very will to [04:15.60]Continue an existence I despised right from the start [04:23.76] [04:32.17]No god there to save me; was there ever one [04:42.39] [04:43.35]A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see [04:47.43] [04:48.46]Would a bullet in the head forever forever [04:53.31] [04:54.16]There I lay in the depressing and pale grey [04:58.07] [04:58.83]At this instant my soul was grasped by despair [05:03.07] [05:04.91]A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see [05:10.15]Would a bullet in the head forever set me free