Wrath-Pantheist

Devoid of all happiness Condemned to eternal solitude Not worthy to deserve My Almighty Father's love I was born with a sinner's heart Although to Your laws, I did obey My mind and body only throve When I was immersed in sin Rejected by my only Lord Dishevelled by loneliness Alone and aimless I moan Outside Eden's gates Suddenly from the shadows I'll emerge I'll sink my rusted knife in His cold heart The bastard God Who gave me life Shall die now from my hands On Your grace I kneel my Father, And I ask you for forgiveness Forgive me that I never could Become what You wanted me to be All my life I strove to be one of Your very dearest children Until I realized that Your endless love Was not enough to include me