Crush-Stromkern

I verify the moment has passed False agency eroding I see a wire and the method of a burning rite I see a window and the glimmer of a fading light I survive on the passion of lovers I walk away so as to see another holy day Don't tell me that it's all right Because it's insight I want to know what I'm dying for all All properties collapsed Communications from a time long past I see them coming so I modulate a timewar Forcing calling on the elements I wait for It's all crucial for an ex-commune Deny or atone but you know you're not immune False evidence it's all right Try to remember it the first light Oh, the mocking voices they call to me Alleviating everything I see Head down, always too late for Revelation, something that i've prayed for Head down, always too late for Nothing doing But don't you know I tried To ascend Dynamically evolve Provisional denial Exposing all the matrices within There's something in the night Controlling all I feel Controlling what you see Crushed first to last The final answer is near No saviour, no torture time Only flesh and a ruined mind I see you standing with the wings of an angel Your ship is gone before you I see a heaven I can never hope to reach for It's all denial as I'm standing at the final door Crushed beneath a drowning moment I can't believe this is perfection Crushed beneath it, a drowning moment The license for paradise still never mine Left in silence and abandoned now Can't move on but I relate somehow Living in oblivion never turned out but Infinty limits me reaching for the trinity Process, process, never told why The blackest silence something's failing Now will come the final trial All the pity and denial Don't you know that eternity is mine now?