Without You-Silent Season

I can't just let this go... What can I say about everything, I made a mess with the thoughts I bring, but I have never felt this before. Did I make it all up deep within my mind that she's the one I was meant to find, could someone please just let me know. What will I do without you here? You're the one thing that I knew was real. If I could go back to the start, I would never let us fall apart. How can I make this alright again? I force my words but I don't pretend, about the things that should be unsaid. So now I write in this open book, a chapter that gave me a look at how she made me who I am. What will I do without you here? You're the one thing that I knew was real. If I could go back to the start, I would never let us fall apart. I'm falling further from the things I can't change. I want to let her know that I won't let go. Just don't deny to me that you can't take this slow. Let her know and I won't let go. Just don't deny to me that you can let this go... Stop. She's my addiction, there's no need for conviction over how this is meant to be.