Regression to Nothingness-Inborn Suffering

Storms Like a thousand needles Invading my head Thoughts Cannot reach The barrier of my mouth Mindless in motion Ghost amongst ghosts And so my reason...? Long gone In the consentual rush To nowhere To the night Ad noctum I don't want to see I don't want to feel Surging pain haunting me Relentless chimeras Biting my mind And I awake In sweat and howls Wondering Pondering Lingering What's happening To my being And I walk To no place at all Wondering Pondering Lingering At the heart Of distress Fear Withering Sobbing Are my companions The interstellar void Frightening Horrifying Takes hold of my very Curling as a child on the concrete ground Denying the attraction to Nothingness I regress to the point zero What the religious book says Is not ashes to ashes It is eventually void to void... And stellar dust Period You shall fear the remembrance Of your own remains The Epitaph of your memory stone Cause there's no afterlife Just a cold hole Cosmic blackhole of your stupidity Never to get unveiled Foolish beliefs for foolish people A newer state of pain You are all actors of your own demise The inscription in fetters of fire Life is not a story of wealth It's only a Regression to Nothingness Storms Like a thousand needles Invading my head Images Cannot reach The barrier of my eyes Eyeless in motion Wraith amongst wraiths And so my reason...? Lost The process Is on the way Blind... Deaf... Quiet The loss of my senses At last I feel what's coming As my feelings vanish In an Inexorable Helpless Wingless Fall Nihil Worms of death Lead to the same Grand Finale The commonness Of the human condition Regression Regression Little By little Step After dtep The rot Stinks Anyway Willy Nilly The end Is the same Onward To Nothingness