38308-Jen Buxton

[ti:38308] [ar:Jen Buxton] [al:Don't Change Your Plans] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]38308 - Jen Buxton [00:31.76]So it takes a year to lose the bridge [00:35.80] [00:37.01]Where you went fishing with your father as a kid [00:41.44] [00:44.83]With my memory's slow defeat [00:47.75] [00:49.13]I have lost parts of me that I cannot retrieve [00:55.64]I know it feels like I go missing now and then [01:00.37] [01:01.97]I can see her out there wondering where I am [01:07.84]And I'm sorry I can't answer when you ask [01:13.12] [01:14.19]But I have no words to describe the dark [01:18.97] [01:20.12]No I have no words to describe [01:24.48] [01:25.76]The dark [01:27.26] [01:48.05]But I have put faith in what I thought [01:51.15]That I could hold [01:53.20] [01:54.75]Drawers of silver and rings and cheap gold [01:58.30] [02:01.91]And I have been plagued by false starts [02:05.73] [02:06.51]It seems so hard to draw from memory [02:10.44]The lines you should have known by heart [02:13.06]And when I quit drinking I was just thinking constantly [02:18.28] [02:19.75]About the man who gave that very gift to me [02:24.05] [02:25.68]And I will run until I'm empty in the chest [02:31.19] [02:32.19]And when I am weary I I will rest [02:37.23] [02:38.27]And if I can sleep then I will know I've passed [02:42.83] [02:43.53]The test [02:46.06]'Cause I've sat through nights [02:50.22]Lost for weeks practicing your smile [02:55.83]Sealing up my grief [02:58.59]Most days I'm fine [03:02.04]But when it rains every my heart leaks [03:09.29] [03:17.55]My heart leaks [03:20.08] [03:32.54]So now my small victory's on my own [03:36.23] [03:36.97]These days I'm proud of next to nothing [03:41.09]So when I am I stand alone [03:43.57] [03:44.22]And now instead of being honest all the time [03:48.87]Well I get fifteen minutes with a mic and [03:53.76]I don't sleep so well at night [03:55.95]And these past few years [03:57.72]My short lone heart has been overdue [04:01.05] [04:02.85]Well she can borrow it but it belongs to you [04:09.00]Now it's true some things you just don't leave behind [04:13.51] [04:14.65]'Cause now when I sleep I close your eyes [04:21.05]When I was fourteen I thought no one really died [04:29.09]'Cause I've sat through nights [04:33.05]Lost for weeks practicing your smile [04:38.81]Sealing up my grief [04:41.81]Most days I'm fine [04:45.28]But when it rains every my heart leaks [04:51.37]'Cause I've sat through nights [04:54.78] [04:55.52]Lost for weeks practicing your smile sealing up my grief [05:03.69]Most days I'm fine [05:07.45]When it rains every my heart leaks my heart leaks [05:31.69] [05:35.45]My heart leaks