Progression [Dirge By Assemblage 23]-The Azoic

I feel the hysteria breaking My mind is altercating I try to rediscover That there is no other But something interferes My past and all of those years Why did I slip back into how it was before? Going further down below This spiral twisting inside of me Please and take me from these lies The past and all that I despise Come rescue With these feelings that we share The hopes and dreams I cannot bear You're all I need Subduing cries Beyond demise Can you believe Why is it me Confined and bound, forced to the ground Facing fears without a tear It's complicating, but you're facilitating The forward progression of my soul Given the situation, it's a revelation That you can be so patient here To wait until it subsides Until I heal all the lies For you to see See what's beneath Voices whispering through my head Nights I always seem to dread With each cross I've chosen to bear The choice is clear I know you're not to blame, but I am so ashamed It seems my forward progression is near It seems to change perspective now It seems to change