Into Eternity-Desultory

Into Eternity - Desultory I never thought that it would be Something like this, something I can't believe Life slips away, I'm begging for it to stay Desperate to stay alive Not ready for death, not ready for afterlife My struggle for life devours my everything Towards the light I strive Towards my death I fly A light in front of me appears I'm at the end yet here it begins Slowly I crawl away from the shining light But something seems to hold me back Halfway to death, into eternity The light feels so warm, embraces my dying soul My dying soul will enter the unknown Harmony, this fear will disappear The longing in my eyes for peace eternally Tearing my soul in two, tears me apart Eternity in front of me the light is all I see Eternity devours me, will I be free A doubt inside of me arise Return to life, or facing my destiny I feel myself drawn to the other side Entering a world of light Relief in my my mind, relieves my entire soul At last I let go, I flow into emptiness The passage to eternity So here I stand In this rain of falling tears Time stands still Everythig around is dead I cannot see I'm embraced by nothingness But do I want To find the passage back to life