Dear Old Nicki (Explicit)-Nicki Minaj

[ti:Dear Old Nicki] [ar:Nicki Minaj] [al:233157] [by:] [offset:0] [00:12.69]Maybe you died cuz everybody ask me where you at [00:16.07]I try to channel you in hopes that I could stare you back [00:20.07]But its like every intersection we just missed each other [00:22.83]You got your fans waitin tell me you ain't 6 feet under [00:27.68]And tell me that you coming back that you just to a break [00:30.18]Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake [00:32.83]In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge [00:37.18]Cuz it was you who talked me down from jumpin off the ledge [00:40.13]Your earings bamboo your long nails too [00:44.68]Your BMW everytime you came through [00:48.23]You was the braveheart [00:49.13]You stole wayne heart [00:51.53]You never switched it up [00:53.34]You played the same part [00:55.09]But I needed to grow [00:56.19]And I needed to know [00:58.43]That there were somethings inside of me that I need to show [01:01.09]So I just deaded you [01:02.89]Left you in all black [01:05.19]But damn old nicki [01:06.54]Please call back [01:07.99]You told me you'd come when I needed you [01:14.65]And you said it so sweetly I really knew [01:21.47]But I'm standing here calling I can't see you [01:28.46]But I am holding you holding you holding you to that [01:32.51]Yo did I chase the glitz and glamour [01:37.86]Money fame and power [01:39.56]Cuz if so that will forever go down my lamest hour [01:43.06]I shoulda kept you with me gettin at them nameless cowards [01:46.36]There was no match for you couldn't defeat your prowess [01:49.36]I had to make them changes I hope you understood [01:52.27]You see for every bad I did a ton of good [01:56.62]But you was underground and I was mainstream [01:58.97]I live the life now that we would daydream [02:02.68]My only wish is you come enjoy it with me [02:06.68]Get on them conference calls go meet them lawyers with me [02:09.84]The money came yea tripled and quadrupled it [02:12.79]But I still miss us when we was on some stupid **** [02:16.69]But its still **** the media [02:19.99]They ridiculed you never believed in ya [02:24.51]They just deaded you [02:26.11]But dear old nicki [02:30.45]You told me you'd come when I needed you [02:36.70]But I am holding you holding you holding you to that [02:58.13]And yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you [03:01.84]Oh yes I'm holdin you holdin you holdin you [03:07.99]To that