Growing Pains-Grieve

[ti:Growing Pains] [ar:Grieve] [al:Together/Apart (Deluxe Edition] [by:] [offset:0] [00:12.64]I take a breath and breathe it out [00:14.65]Life has been a b**ch holding onto me I'm always freaking out [00:17.72]I don't play well with others I panic in a crowd [00:20.96]And I'm quick to fall in love that's why I'm always on the ground [00:24.02]So pick it up [00:24.90]Pop the umbrella over my problems [00:27.08]And understand I'll never be a man until I solve 'em [00:30.09]And sometimes I wish that I could go back home [00:32.59]Yeah crawl into my childhood dreams and be alone [00:35.84]And that be everything just another boy left with nothing [00:38.96]An object of security slowly losing its stuffin' [00:42.02]The Sumter Square slum king [00:43.65]Looking for another motherf**king chance to re-break the broken in is something [00:48.01]And that's the part I'm never going to get [00:50.19]Growing up is more than just a mind state and owning all your debts [00:54.82]Blowing out the breath I don't feel so tall [00:57.01]So tell me how am I supposed to reach anything anything at all [01:03.82] [01:05.75]Anything at all [01:11.57]Tell me how can I grow to see the change in my life [01:21.88]I wanted to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold [01:27.63]Is there a better way to figure it out [01:35.98] [01:39.61]I sweep it all under the rug [01:41.55]Cover up the loss found inside of me and wash it down with blood [01:44.86]I was born with an option and taught to swim a flood [01:47.98]But the older I become I start to humor giving up [01:50.83]So pick it up [01:51.77]Listen to all of the words in my head [01:53.95]And understand I'll have a shaky hand until they're said [01:56.95]And I don't know if I can get my mind state back [01:59.71]But I would travel to the end just to feel that grasp [02:02.70]And that be everything speak it through the can on the line [02:06.02]And prophesize the future from the twinkle in my eye [02:08.96]I could wrinkle up and die [02:10.39]In that room where the dreams started talking to me constantly [02:13.52]And dancing through the sky [02:14.95]I'm alive but growing up has proved to be a task [02:17.96]And left a couple daydreams broken down and smashed [02:21.02]Looking through the glass I don't feel so tall [02:23.65]So tell me how am I supposed to reach anything anything at all [02:32.71]Anything at all [02:33.52]Tell me how can I grow to see the change in my life [02:46.14]I wanted to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold [02:59.22]Is there a better way to figure it out [03:03.41]Tell me how can I grow to see the change in my life [03:10.35]I wanted to overcome the battle inside what is owed to anxiety's hold [03:22.41]Is there a better way to figure it out