Goodnight (Explicit)-Professor Green

[ti:Goodnight] [ar:Professor Green] [al:活着至死] [by:] [offset:0] [00:33.57]I kick flows rip shows think it switched though [00:55.08]Sh*t no it ain't any different when I get home [00:57.39]I shift po to get dough lust p's [01:00.14]If you ain't ever been broke [01:01.50]For you to judge me's an insult [01:03.82]It's my life an I'm living it [01:06.43]Agreed we all have choices but mine limited mostly by my decisions [01:09.37]If I knew then what I knew now I'd a lived live different [01:13.48]I'd be a different me but I didn't so this is me [01:16.24]Me in my position what would you have done [01:19.98]Would you of done what I did Am I what you would become [01:22.79]My guess my guess is you would of succumb like I did [01:27.09]The decision was mine but I was too young [01:29.21]An I picked the wrong path I went the wrong way [01:32.77]Left school then got the grade banged it out got my pape's [01:35.52]Stacked my p's copped a cake I'm holding weight now [01:39.20]Made a brick of a ounce an ain't been in the jailhouse [01:42.38]I intend on staying free free for me don't mean free from stress [01:46.88]Lay in bed but I ain't asleep [01:48.68]From I need rest I just blaze the tree's [01:52.05]Drift off hearing my Nan say to me [01:54.36]Good night God bless [01:56.48]I'll see you in the morning [02:00.42]Good night God bless [02:03.47]I'll see you in the morning [02:06.90]I'm a dreamer but can only dream as [02:11.02]Long as I'm asleep I've been having trouble sleeping [02:14.28]See Nanny Edie ain't here to say goodbye no more [02:17.96]I had to say goodbye to her inside is where resides the hurt [02:21.89]Now all I feel is pain after that nothingness [02:23.58]After that Nothing since after that there's nothing left [02:27.14]Some of her last words were I can't fight forever [02:30.13]Like she wanted to give up an of life she was fed up [02:33.56]She had to go but I wanted her to stay [02:37.00]Cause ever since she left things haven't been the same [02:39.62]I need a new shelter from the rain [02:42.99]My face looking weathered a facety looking bredder I'm fed up [02:46.04]I know not what to do [02:49.23]See I'd love to say that I don't give a f**k but I do [02:52.22]The gift an curse that I'm blessed with [02:55.28]The pressures on road ain't nothing to the emotions that I wrestle with [02:58.78]Stress got me in a figure four raw is what I'm thinking [03:04.20]I wonder what I'm living for [03:05.64]Is it only to hurt First my great nan [03:09.76]Now I gotta put my dad in the dirt [03:11.63]Back in the earth I wished we could have patched it up first [03:15.00]I was so angry though I just couldn't handle the hurt [03:17.81]Now your in the back of a hurse [03:20.36]It hurts more than it ever did [03:21.80]Sometimes I wish that I had never lived [03:23.86]Feels as if it would have been better if I never did live [03:27.53]I don't know how I'm ever gonna get through this sh*t [03:31.08]I swear down blood I'm runnin on empty [03:34.14]My life ain't nothing to be envied [03:36.64]So goodnight