Not Turgenjev But Close-Blood Red Throne

[ti:Not Turgenjev But Close] [ar:Blood Red Throne] [al:Souls of Damnation] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Not Turgenjev But Close - Blood Red Throne [00:26.64]I dress in the skin of [00:28.15]What is already dead [00:30.28]I take on the part [00:31.89]Which the surroundings expect [00:34.24]Though there unaware [00:35.73]Of the anti-life inside [00:38.04]My thoughts circle around [00:39.74]The opposite of asphyxia [00:42.88]Because that's what I am [00:45.01] [00:55.27]It has been written a lot about [00:57.13]The overwhelming darkness [00:59.98]But it didn't Clearly state [01:01.21]The amount of insight it contains [01:02.86] [01:06.11]It knows more than the light [01:07.73] [01:11.64]It wreathes me and observes me from all angles [01:17.31]Maybe I am to be born now [01:23.81]I look upon that day with fear and horror [01:27.08] [01:40.50]I have reconciled myself [01:42.28]With my thoughts and vision [01:45.29]It took ages but now it's over [01:48.08]I can accept the obvious [01:51.06]Because it's what you see [01:53.81]I can live with the hatred and self contempt [01:56.32]But I cannot survive the disgust and nausea of others [02:01.32] [02:22.96]If they were to experience me from the inside [02:27.92]Beneath the unasphyxiated exterior [02:30.86] [03:16.96]I look upon that day with fear and horror [03:21.01]The day when suicide becomes inevitable [03:25.04]Because it will arrive That I know