I'm Trying-D-Flame/Tropf/Mixwell

I'm Trying - D-Flame She said I'm not pointing fingers He said yes you are cause you wouldn't bring it up if you werent If I told you Id been walking Out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcoholics word I can't change whats done is done But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that i Don't curse myself and all my sins And I need you to hold on to While this part of me is dying And though I havent kicked the demons That haunt me I'm trying I'm trying She sat down on the floor And said I wish I was stronger Right now I feel fragile as glass I want to believe you Believe whats held you has freed you And I hate these doubts That keep on coming back My parents think I'm crazy For staying here this long But theres nothing more I want for us Than to prove to them theyre wrong I don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you're lying And though I havent found the faith That I need I'm trying I'm trying He asked do you want me to leave cause if you do you know I will But she said much to his disbelief No I love you still Oh I love you still He said I don't know why I've been the fool But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that i Don't curse myself and all my sins Then he dropped down to his knees By now they both were crying He said I havent been the man I want to be But I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying believe me I'm trying