Lost In Translation-Frontline

I promise, if you spoke with Me, I'd talk with you, I'd listen I'd try to tell you, help you Understand, but words are missin' I don't know how to Translate the way I feel so it Shows, so you know That we're lost alone Funny relationship, five years my senior, my Closest sibling by age, the reality is neither One of us knows how to communicate or, even if we Love or hate each other, f**k knows how we feelin', man Would you care if I stopped breathin'? Would you greive? If you could speak to me, how different would things be? It used to be just me and you so much, who would believe Twelve years down the track, that you'd barely share a room with me? And that's on both of us, I guess we get uncomfortable Ignore you in the hall like, man, I've had enough of you Ignore me at the table like you had enough of me And there's only so much silence a bond can suffer through 'Til we barely brothers, dude, a lifetime of bein' Stuck with you, it just amazes me to think our grudges grew to This, cold, barely acknowledge you exist Minus what I look like, you don't even know who this is Likewise, for me, your baby brother, your Mother's youngest son, family ties come undone Runnin' from that past when I could express, when I could Still talk to you, man, when did we stop? I forget Regret it, but my demeanour says I don't, your Demeanour says you don't, we could change, but we won't, 'cause the Distance of this language barrier is there, and the Stubborn pride seems to be the only thing we share I promise, if you spoke with Me, I'd talk with you, I'd listen I'd try to tell you, help you Understand, but words are missin' I don't know how to Translate the way I feel so it Shows, so you know That we're lost alone I see the frustration in that look of despise That look in your eyes, it's sufferin' you disguise Sufferin' that you hide, between you and I Behind that angry face, make like I am erased State you're a man that way, and I can't blame you at All, hold against you at all, I hate that that hand was gave To you instead of someone else, why not someone else? It Could've been, would've been, should've been someone else Guess I'm just selfish, all I want is my brother's help And I'm just helpless, can't help through my brother's hell I can't giveth what God taketh away, and all I can Can give ain't nothin' that you wanna take anyway And that's the problem, ain't outstretchin' my hand, because you Can't accept, don't wanna feel like less of a man, don't want my Help, don't wanna feel I got the best of you, man, 'cause little Brother should look up to you and envy you, man Depend on you to stand and protect him, command his respect, and your Feelin' that that ain't happenin' has the hardest effect, that's why you Gotta act tough with me, be hard for respect, and then, our Hands speak, resolvin' arguments with our fists, what's sad Is the anger is the only feelin' we communicate Not the pain behind it that causes me or you to break With our hands, is there somethin' that me or you could say? If there is, then maybe we should talk, before it's too late I promise, if you spoke with Me, I'd talk with you, I'd listen I'd try to tell you, help you Understand, but words are missin' I don't know how to Translate the way I feel so it Shows, so you know That we're lost alone The irony is thick that I could be most honest here On a song, simply 'cause it's somethin' that you'll never hear That I could fear just tellin' you alone worse than Puttin' it on paper and recordin' it for the whole world Takes more courage to say it to you, the say the truth I'm a coward, scared to admit my failures to you If I could take it back, I could, man, I wouldn't forget How to speak to you for good man, I wouldn't forget To think I used to be embarassed 'cause my brother's different Man, who the f**k was I to think that I was any different? Any more normal wasn't half of a man, 'cause real Men stand up, they are proud of their fam, are there for Their fam, won't leave 'em, care for their fam, and David Isn't there, I symbolised everything that isn't fair But now, I see this blessing wasn't just for me to use, we Speak without ears, I was put here to hear for you I promise, if you spoke with Me, I'd talk with you, I'd listen I'd try to tell you, help you Understand, but words are missin' I don't know how to Translate the way I feel so it Shows, so you know That we're lost alone