I Hate Hartley-The Amity Affliction

[ti:I Hate Hartley] [ar:The Amity Affliction] [al:Youngbloods] [by:] [offset:0] [00:02.11]Seems life forever [00:16.14]Like forever [00:19.69]Since i tore myself apart [00:24.94]And left my friends in the wake [00:29.36]Of countless tears and fading life [00:35.35]When i couldn't seem to grasp the life i lead [00:40.22]And the lives i touch [00:42.53]Its one year on now [00:44.22]One year on one year on [00:46.53]Still i struggle with the same demons [00:50.83]I shed as i laid there lost in my head [00:55.08]Lost in my head [00:57.76](lost in this goddamn hospital bed) [01:02.06]I'm not the same man and i don't dare try [01:06.00](try to uncover all the darkness i hide) [01:09.49]Its like my demons are my lovers [01:13.24]But i've got friends by my side [01:25.23]I've got hope in my eyes [01:28.73]And dreams to aspire too [01:30.47]And the whole wide world to watch below [01:34.66]And death won't be my lover [01:37.40]I've got so much left to give [01:41.83]And take my life with subtle steps [01:45.33]Instead of not wanting all that is left [01:48.82]Instead of trying to take my own life [02:00.68]Its one year on [02:03.86]And i'm stronger i want to live much longer [02:09.85]Not grow old and bitter [02:13.53]And not jaded [02:15.34]And not hate what life gave me [02:18.71]Let the fear wash away [02:22.52]Let the demons blunt their claws [02:25.84]On a life that's full of mistakes [02:29.83]But always searching for much more [02:33.45]I won't die defeated [02:39.51]I won't die defeated [02:46.43]I won't die defeated [02:53.36]I won't die [03:00.30]Cause i've got friends by my side [03:04.42]I've got hope in my eyes [03:06.85]And dreams to aspire too [03:09.47]And the whole wide world to watch below [03:15.12]And death won't be my lover [03:17.99]I've got so much left to give [03:22.37]And take my life with subtle steps [03:25.75]Instead of not wanting all that is left [03:28.74]No death won't be my lover [03:32.30]I've got so much left to give [03:36.10]And take my life with subtle steps [03:40.04]Instead of not wanting all that is left