The Reasons I’ve Decided to Die(Michael’s Thoughts)-Art Rush

[ti:The Reasons I've Decided to Die (Michael's thoughts)] [ar:Art Rush] [al:Castle Towers] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]The Reasons I’ve Decided to Die(Michael’s Thoughts) - Art Rush [00:21.80]I will not be laughing stock [00:24.30]I will not be screaming man [00:26.89]I will not just wait here [00:28.68]For the flood to come to us [00:31.15] [00:32.22]I am not your screaming stock [00:34.70]I am not your laughing man [00:37.27]And these are the reasons [00:39.59]I've decided to die [00:41.97] [00:42.73]I lost myself to darkness [00:44.92]Every six out of twelve hours [00:47.31]When I walked out of the concert [00:50.14]Without moving from the moshpit [00:52.81]And called a cab [00:54.41]Do that again man [00:55.85]Do that again [00:56.99]Do that again man [00:58.44]Do that again [00:58.95]Well here my dear [00:59.68] [01:01.32]Here it is [01:02.38] [01:14.54]Came home from the city [01:16.45]Sneaking glances at the man in front of me [01:20.09]And he looked cold and scared [01:21.22]And part of me wished he would go away [01:24.86]When I realised how I thought of him [01:27.36] [01:28.33]I was ashamed [01:29.34] [01:29.96]And it was grey as I went home [01:32.60]And I felt very small [01:34.47] [01:35.58]And these are the reasons [01:37.58]I've decided to die [01:39.91] [01:40.85]These are the reasons [01:42.89]I've decided to die [01:45.30] [01:57.15]A woman sits alone [01:58.14] [01:59.66]Behind the merch tent [02:01.13]While the stupid party rages [02:03.92]Someone drops a tray of glasses [02:06.16] [02:06.93]A drugged out man asleep [02:08.95]Across the road [02:09.79] [02:12.14]A drugged out man asleep [02:14.20]Across the road [02:15.26] [02:17.79]And these are the reasons [02:19.14] [02:19.73]I've decided to die [02:22.14] [02:22.99]These are the reasons [02:24.92]I've decided to die [02:27.44] [02:38.94]So now I [02:39.56]So now I [02:40.18]So now I [02:41.00]So now I find myself [02:42.28] [02:42.83]Walking the perimeter of Castle Towers [02:44.91] [02:45.49]Quarter past eight [02:46.46]Quarter moon [02:47.45]I just got off work [02:48.43]It was a slow day [02:49.84]There's a bunch of guys with hoods [02:51.63]Around the parking lot entrance [02:53.79] [02:54.39]Some of them are standing one is crouched against the door [02:58.35] [02:59.88]I'm a little scared [03:01.78]I walk a little faster [03:03.60] [03:05.19]Don't know why I'm walking here at all [03:08.15] [03:10.52]And these are the reasons I've dec [03:13.05]Someone runs across the road [03:14.52]From the library [03:15.80]I'm a little startled [03:16.81]I Wonder if they're following me [03:18.85] [03:20.98]I could use some company [03:22.41] [03:26.31]I could use some company [03:27.56] [03:40.93]I could use some company [03:42.06]Company [03:42.65]Company [03:43.20]Company [03:43.80]Company [03:44.44]Company [03:45.13]Company [03:46.00]Company [03:46.62]Company [03:47.37]Company [03:47.90]Company [03:48.48]Company [03:49.08]Company [03:49.82]Company [03:50.44]Company [03:51.10]Company [03:51.55]I could use some company [03:52.71]Company [03:53.14]Company [03:53.82]Company [03:54.39]Company [03:55.05]Company [03:55.60]Company [03:56.37]Company [03:57.20]Company [03:57.82]Company [03:57.82]Company [03:58.42]Company [03:59.02]Company [03:59.89]Company [04:00.40]Company [04:01.05]Company [04:01.95]I could use some company [04:03.05]Company [04:03.73]Company [04:04.30]Company [04:05.02]Company [04:05.66]Company [04:06.33]Company [04:06.98]Company [04:07.93]Company [04:08.35]Company [04:08.92]Company [04:09.57]Company