Mindstate (Arts The Beatdoctor Remix,Album version)-Pete Philly/Perquisite

[ti:Mindstate (Arts The Beatdoctor] [ar:Pete Philly] [al:Remindstate] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Mindstate (Arts The Beatdoctor Remix,Album version) - Pete Philly/Perquisite [00:27.76]I fall into the darkness and I can't get out [00:30.21]Once again depressed stressed and filled with doubt [00:32.48]Ain't no solid evidence [00:33.79]Justificating the aggravating decision to choose a musicians existence [00:35.99]Sh*t is intense losing confidence [00:39.98]Really wanna break through but I feel the fence [00:41.73]Defencive way of acting [00:42.85]The way I react when I feel this way [00:44.97]Man I'ma kill today [00:46.28]Hey listen up normally I'm up [00:48.59]But when the down comes around y'all beter shut up [00:51.09]I'm incaged by my own rage [00:52.53]My own resentment [00:53.08]This state of mind normally stays for a day [00:55.58]But hey I really try to be the nicest guy [00:58.01]But sometimes my insecurities slice me right [00:59.51] [01:00.76]Dr Jekkyl and Mr Phill [01:01.95] [01:02.57]I'm either an asshole or truly real [01:04.95]This remains for anyone if I ever offended you [01:07.23]I'm torn between ups and downs and the ups is losing duke [01:09.80]I'm choosing to be this way [01:11.41]Cause it's a part of me and the lyricist that I stay [01:14.22]I pray to stay righteous and fight just not to give up [01:16.85]And show these fools that I do give a f**k but [01:19.39] [01:20.01]I guess it's just my mindstate [01:21.08] [01:24.51]I guess it's just my mindstate [01:25.82] [01:28.38]I guess it's just my mindstate [01:31.19] [01:33.75]I guess it's just my mindstate [01:35.06] [01:38.39]I guess it's just my mindstate [01:39.75] [01:41.77]I wake up and shut the curatins to hide from the sunlight [01:44.28]Drink a cup of coffee and I hide [01:46.09]Cause the sun might chainge my perspective on things [01:47.91]And force me to act and react [01:49.60]Throw my a** in the ring and fight tonight [01:50.94]I stay up late anxious as f**k [01:53.26]Scared that my fate is to be broke [01:54.64]And stuck in an illusion of grandure [01:56.88]Or get suicidal like my late grandfather [01:59.37] [01:59.93]I purr like a kitten yet often feel smitten [02:01.93]By the terrible disease of never feeling at ease [02:04.68]I'm displeased by everything an danything at all times [02:07.17]Even though I'm pleasantly positive in all rhymes [02:09.68]Sh*t just a facade [02:10.74]Feel pleasant everytime I hear them applaud [02:12.74] [02:13.57]Yet regret sinks in whenever I'm not singing [02:15.81]Thinking I should've finished my school [02:17.57]Instead of just bringing the rhyme [02:19.41]Yet I'm just manic like that Trading education [02:21.52]For inspiration is just phapt [02:22.53]F**k them suicidal tendencies [02:23.72]I need to stop thinking like that [02:26.06] [02:47.70]I guess it's just my mindstate [02:48.90] [02:52.22]I guess it's just my mindstate [02:53.40] [02:56.83]I guess it's just my mindstate [02:58.59] [03:01.40]I guess it's just my mindstate