Black And Gold-Dialectrix

Getting my piece of the pie I hustle away with the work and the deadline While leaving behind my catalogue with a story like bed time Leaving my freedom even ignoring importance of sleep Dreaming of living large in a big apartment on boulevard settings by the sea See I've been down a bit been out of it sort of like a raving mad men Inadequate to handle sh*t all I do is work on my rapping Chronically on it honestly losing the use of my mind I need a holiday and bath off a bay my face wrapped in a bit of sunshine But wait now hold up wake up older no ultimatum weights on my shoulders Got enough thoughts that are taking their toll going All around the head like the lines of a bowl cut Under the pressure of getting shredded I know that it's bold but I've been up and then down down and I'm ready for the winter when the snow and the cold come I'VE SEEN THE GREENEST HILLS THINGS THAT GIVE ME FREEZING CHILLS BUT STILL MY WORK CAN BE MY WEAKNESS LIKE ACHILLES' HEEL IT'S NOT A PRETTY DEAL LIVING WITH THIS GRITTY FEEL I KEEP IT REAL BLACK AND GOLD NO FRILLS SON I'VE SEEN THE GREENEST HILLS THINGS THAT GIVE ME FREEZING CHILLS BUT STILL MY WORK CAN BE MY WEAKNESS LIKE ACHILLES' HEEL IT'S NOT A PRETTY DEAL LIVING WITH THIS GRITTY FEEL I KEEP IT REAL BLACK AND GOLD NO FRILLS SON BRIDGE DAY IN DAY OUT MY LIFE WILL SEE THE SAME THINGS PLAY OUT IT MIGHT JUST BE THE WAY THAT I'M PAVING MY FUTURE SOON IT IS CLEAR THAT I NEED TO CHANGE THIS BREAK OUT TO FIND MORE FREEDOM It's sort of like the shining so isolated and dedicated to not wasting time that it's driving craziness into my life. I need to stop need to let my hair down and watch Watch all the world that is surrounding me not thinking of then What's around the corner when I wake up in the morning Man I better get up all of what I'm waiting for to pile up On a platter put upon the shoulders heavy with the burden Betting all of what I want to get is unattainable to pull off Voice that's inside me forever needing to speak and release I'm never going to get a head what I want to do and now I'm taking time off living life free I take it day to day while witnessing this beauty And then I find that place of all the things I'm losing Claiming it back and attracting all of the things that I need For my whole life toward the raw light the thought is all right with joy to just be