Hard 2 Love-Haystak

(talking) You think you know me but you dont really know me and one day you gonna wake up and figure dat out and when dat day come im thinkin you gon probly leave... (1st verse) Now i dnt know how long my forevers gonna be but i invite you to come an spend mine wit me and ima do my best to see dat we live happily and you jus jus keep whats left when somethin happens to me Im lookin for some-one to marry me take of me an bury me these days dats a rarety but i can guarentee if i broadcast live from deep within me god'll give me some-one only divinity could ever get da credit for and ima take her from da hood to da gucci store god gave her a o.g for a daddy bad broad for a mama from tank-tops an thongs to them prada pajamas and ima be awake when im supost to be asleep cuz my mind on my money and ima reep what i sew ima beast dat should be heavily medicated dats they oppinion to me im jus dedicated motivated by da thoughts of empty mouths an nightmares of comin home to a empty house i kno what it is to somethin fail titanicly built a castle an watched it collapse in front of me, my daughter she survived tha tragedy the aftermath an my attempt at a family so dont sit here an talk about what i already know or sit up here an act as if you would never go, like you would never ever pack ya bags an leave im not comparin you to her but its actions dat speak people take all they can take an i jus run em away i cant even believe some of da stuff dat i say, da holes in walls can easily be fixed wit mud da holes in us can only be repaired wit love an they can only be mended they can never be fixed be-cuz people forgive you but they can never forget.. im hard to love (chorus) Im hard to love some say im hard to like but i been through alotta things an im scarred for life i got bruises on my spirits dents in my __ an im never lettin anybody get me again im hard to love (2nd verse) Now if u never been in love its irrelevent to you if you there pray for me an ima pray for you to babygirl im tryna see all of your dreams real so try 2 understand how my size 14's feel i need another female like a hole in da head an if ever caught you cheatin there'd be holes in da bed holes in da head another man caught up in da middle of a good thang gone bad i aint sorry for em I can invision you betrayin me but the one you dont suspect dats da one its gon be no trust except my trust in god cuz everyone i ever trusted jus broke my heart i keep my guard up an it can never be lowered an you can never sucker punch me im forever lookin for it you go through da bad jus to get 2 da good somethin i wish more people understood im hard to love Repeat chorus 3rd verse Ever see 2 old people walkin in da rain one of em got da body an da other got da brain damn they probly got grandkids my age people dont love like that these days they to quit to say forget it turn away an leave it to tha point where they love is nothin bbut a image lights an smoke two-way mirrors so dat people on da outside dont see errors an you can no longer create tha fasad an you done talked to everybody about it but god they gon make mistakes but so will you you shouldnt say nothin that you wouldnt want her to say to you if you was in the spot she's in love makes exceptions an takes directions babygirl jus hold me down for now before you know it you'll be married to a hole in da ground im hard to love Repeat chorus 2