Escapism-Kekal

What on Earth am I here for? Trapped in this piercing circumstance With no sign of hope to pull through A nation full of parasites And you don't know how much I hate this place With countless sad stories of failed survivals Every step is a miracle I can't exist for no reason Where there is a faith, there is a way It is my own test of guts and brain Finding out how, in plan for my escape Leaving this place as far as I could get I have let myself floating away My mind drifts out from my head To look behind all these closed doors Something seemingly unreachable As I manage to move out, silently From the community of hypocrites My plan for escape is getting stronger I should not belong here, anymore They have failed to spot me Refused to join me They will never see me No way to stop me Reaching out for another day Marching on, pass without a sound Time has come to approach an ideal state Where passion will finally get its proper place Taking one good chance worth dying for Never turn around Fire is within me, I shall overcome But it has never been an easy way Each step I take requires a mature plan And a bit of faith Appended pathways; You never know their end, so we make one speculating choice A route to somewhere I left my past behind, to greet a hazy form of future Taking a step as I walk... Trip of significance They took 40 years to freedom, wonder when I will get mine? A faith so clear now Either use it waive it or leave it, yet we all know we always need it Hurting my knees as I crawl... A road above, a road ahead And I shall never stop believing in such a mode to recuperate Future is given, but choice is mine, to find a way to stand up again