Disheartenment-Forgotten Tomb

Disheartenment - Forgotten Tomb Lying in a dark corner The black candle light is dying out Trying to refuse this suffering As coldness burns my pale ***** flesh I faced my fears a thousand times Endless doubts - Life of paranoia I try to find a way out From this state of suicidal urge I watch with empty eyes the blade As tears begin to fall down my face Another night alone with myself At one with melancholy and depression I bleed because the dark is near I cry as i realize you can' t be here I need to caress your skin in the night But now my only friend remains this knife Why must i live with these fears? I know my only tragedy is my mind Sometimes i think i'm wasting all the joys And with this bitter thought i fear to die I feel so jaded now, so far away I can't face next morning with this pain Another cut lacerates my flesh Sometimes i think it will be the last I'm only trying to objectivate this hate I prove towards myself and life itself I only need to watch these fifty wounds I opened upon my body in the night I only need to stop these sick death thoughts And cry for joy when you'll be here again I'll watch you sleeping ***** at my side I'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flow Everyone can kill himself one day Life brings pain and suffering on our way Cut your wrists, it's simpler than it seems But in death you'll know... Disheartenment wins