Core of Depression-Prophecy

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:51.30]Slowly awaken questioning my life pondering a past [01:22.68]Harmonious with strife seeking tranquility yet finding aggression [02:10.88]Imprisoned by my core of depression [02:32.31]Why must i feel this way no one sees the price i pay [03:33.03]Angry at life wondering why i could care less if i live or die playing a part [03:37.14]Hoping no one can see this existing turmoil that's raging in me [03:38.58]Hopelessly i grieve [03:39.75]Bound by destiny never be free from conception to death [03:41.70]It's only been me in my life nothing real to be found carry feelings of sorrow [04:11.88]Into the ground [04:15.54]Others oblivion f**king overwhelms me core of depression my eternal destiny [04:33.54]What the f**k do you want [04:42.06]Now you've been warned [04:42.51]If onlyyyy [04:44.88]Had you listened you would still be able to decide [04:45.93]How to die but you chose to interfere and try to get inside my mind [04:47.34]For this you will surely sacrifice physical an mental being [04:49.17]Cause now i long to bring upon you constant torture suffering [04:50.64]Screaming bleeding agonizing mentally [04:53.46]Had you listened you would still be able to decide how to die [05:05.82]But you chose to interfere and try to get inside my mind [05:23.61]For this you will surely sacrifice physical and mental being [05:34.05]Cause now i long to bring upon you constant torture suffering [05:46.50]At last i've finally found fulfillment [05:47.40]Close to tranquility unleashing all my vent up anger on your flesh before me [05:50.04]Every time i hear you cry out bloodcurdling agony i can't hold back my urge [05:53.58]To laugh hysterically [05:54.09]Bones crunching punctured organs [05:54.96]Causing undefined pain resemblance to my own torment [06:12.54]F**k i'm insane [07:05.64]Waiting for your life to end something overcomes me once i used to dwell [07:19.65]In sadness your pain relief to me [07:22.68]I sincerely hope that now you feel all the sorrow [07:23.85]And hatred dwelling inside my only soul [08:00.96]You could not comprehend [08:02.91]At last my life has begun cause yours soon ends [08:07.65]Lasting peace now upon me in this earthly hell [08:09.36]I'm no more leaving behind no regrets or hopes nothing left to care for [08:12.24]Seeking tranquility yet finding aggression imprisoned by my core of depression