Stan-Original Cartel

[ti:Stan (Explicit Version)] [ar:Deja Vu] [al:Tribute to Eminem: The Real Slim Shady] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Stan (斯坦) - Original Cartel [00:02.34]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I [00:06.10]Got out of bed at all [00:08.33]The morning rain clouds up my window [00:11.30] [00:12.19]And I can't see at all [00:14.39]And even if I could it'll all be gray [00:17.81]But your picture on my wall [00:20.21]It reminds me that it's not so bad [00:23.77]It's not so bad [00:25.88]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I [00:29.89]Got out of bed at all [00:32.01]The morning rain clouds up my window [00:34.53] [00:35.63]And I can't see at all [00:37.94]And even if I could it'll all be gray [00:41.42]But your picture on my wall [00:43.74] [00:44.43]It reminds me that it's not so bad [00:47.50]It's not so bad [00:49.06] [00:49.76]Dear Slim I wrote but you still ain't callin [00:52.32]I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom [00:55.46]I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'em [00:58.15]There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin [01:00.48] [01:01.04]Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em [01:04.06]But anyways f**k it what's been up Man how's your daughter [01:06.25] [01:06.87]My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm bout to be a father [01:09.85]If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her [01:11.82]I'ma name her Bonnie [01:13.34]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry [01:15.75]I had a friend kill himself over some b**ch [01:17.63]Who didn't want him [01:18.68]I know you probably hear this everyday [01:20.46]But I'm your biggest fan [01:22.02]I even got the underground sh*t that you did with Skam [01:24.56]I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man [01:27.27]I like the sh*t you did with Rawkus too that sh*t was fat [01:30.50]Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back [01:32.96]Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan [01:35.42]This is Stan [01:36.36] [01:36.88]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I [01:40.65]Got out of bed at all [01:42.98]The morning rain clouds up my window window [01:46.87]And I can't see at all [01:48.69]And even if I could it'll all be gray [01:52.25]But your picture on my wall [01:54.59] [01:55.41]It reminds me that it's not so bad [01:58.40]It's not so bad [02:00.05]Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote [02:02.23]I hope you have a chance [02:03.35]I ain't mad - I just think it's F**KED UP [02:05.15]You don't answer fans [02:06.25]If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert [02:08.47]You didn't have to [02:09.49]But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew [02:11.41]That's my little brother man he's only six years old [02:13.96]We waited in the blistering cold for you [02:15.79]For four hours and you just said No [02:17.81]That's pretty shitty man [02:18.85]You're like his f**kin idol [02:20.06]He wants to be just like you [02:21.42]Man he likes you more than I do [02:23.08]Sometimes I even cut myself [02:24.65]To see how much it bleeds [02:25.87]It's like Adrenaline [02:26.88]The pain is such a sudden rush for me [02:28.77]See everything you say is real [02:30.34]And I respect you 'cause you tell it [02:31.82]My girlfriend's jealous [02:32.94]'Cause I talk about you 24/7 [02:34.84]But she don't know you like [02:36.02]I know you Slim no one does [02:37.62]She don't know what it was like [02:38.79]For people like us growing up [02:40.18]You've gotta call me man [02:41.33]I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose [02:43.11]Sincerely yours Stan [02:44.60]P S We should be together too [02:46.70] [02:47.69]My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why [02:51.39]I got out of bed at all [02:53.73]The morning rain clouds up my window window [02:57.68]And I can't see at all [02:59.65]And even if I could it'd all be gray [03:03.17]But your picture on my wall [03:06.06]It reminds me that it's not so bad [03:09.09]It's not so bad [03:10.89]Dear Mister I'm too good to call or write my fans [03:13.49]This'll be the last package I ever send your a** [03:16.05]It's been six months and still no word [03:17.73]I don't deserve it [03:18.60]I know you got my last two letters [03:20.27]I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect [03:22.12]So this is my cassette I'm sending you [03:23.87]I hope you hear it [03:24.89]I'm in the car right now [03:26.04]I'm doing 90 on the freeway [03:27.64]I loved you Slim we could have been together [03:29.77]Think about it you ruined it now [03:31.56]I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it [03:33.55]And when you dream I hope you can't sleep [03:35.40]And you scream about it [03:36.57]I hope your conscious eats at you [03:38.01]And you can't breathe without me [03:39.28]See Slim "Shut up b**ch [03:40.91]I'm trying to talk" [03:41.64]Hey Slim that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk [03:44.01]But I didn't slit her throat I just tied her up [03:46.33]See I ain't like you [03:47.33]'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more [03:49.24]And then she'll die too [03:50.41]Well gotta go [03:51.70]I'm almost at the bridge now [03:53.39]Oh sh*t I forgot [03:54.46]How am I supposed to send this sh*t out [03:56.52] [04:09.97]Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner [04:11.85]But I've just been busy [04:12.95]You said your girlfriend's pregnant now [04:14.78]How far along is she [04:15.99]Look I'm really flattered [04:17.23]You would call your daughter that [04:18.49]And here's an autograph for your brother [04:20.14]I wrote it on the starter cap [04:21.56]I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show [04:23.49]I must have missed you [04:24.68]Don't think I did that sh*t intentionally [04:26.35]Just to diss you [04:27.33]And what's this sh*t you said about [04:28.94]You like to cut your wrist too [04:30.42]I say that sh*t just clownin' dawg [04:32.29]C'mon how f**ked up is you [04:33.80]You got some issues Stan [04:35.11]I think you need some counseling [04:36.31]To help your a** from bouncin' off the walls [04:38.47]When you get down some [04:39.50]And what's this sh*t about us mean to be together [04:41.86]That type of sh*t'll make me not want us [04:43.63]To meet each other [04:44.80]I really think you and your girlfriend [04:46.25]Need each other [04:47.24]Or maybe you just need to treat her better [04:48.72] [04:49.37]I hope you get to read this letter [04:50.94]I just hope it reaches you in time [04:52.67]Before you hurt yourself [04:53.21] [04:53.92]I think that you'll be doin' just fine [04:55.90]If you'd relax a little [04:57.00]I'm glad I inspire you [04:58.38]But Stan why are you so mad [05:00.34]Try to understand [05:01.28]That I do want you as a fan [05:03.14]I just don't want you to do some crazy sh*t [05:05.49]I seen this one sh*t on the news [05:07.00]A couple weeks ago that made me sick [05:08.90]Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge [05:11.49]And had his girlfriend in the trunk [05:13.06]And she was pregnant with his kid [05:14.73]And in the car they found a tape [05:16.23]But it didn't say who it was to [05:18.12]Come to think about it [05:19.23]His name was it was you [05:21.70]Damn