WHO I WAS-NF/mgk

[ti:WHO I WAS] [ar:NF/mgk] [al:FEAR] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]WHO I WAS - NF/mgk [00:00.06]Lyrics by：Jeff Sojka/Aaron Chafin/Nate Feuerstein/Colson Baker [00:00.18]Composed by：Jeff Sojka/Aaron Chafin/Nate Feuerstein/Colson Baker [00:00.30]Produced by：Nathan Feuerstein/Jeff Sojka/Aaron Chafin [00:00.39]Ash and dust [00:04.66]Everything I care about and love [00:10.05]Burning up [00:14.19]Nothing left of who I thought I was [00:18.46]Who I was [00:19.29]I'm stuck in traffic trying to find my way [00:21.42]To a home that I've never known [00:22.56]On a GPS with no address [00:24.12]So I follow my heart but my heart is scattered [00:26.05]Like my father's ashes in the back of the rental after I dropped his urn [00:29.33]Probably a metaphor for everything I've learned [00:31.56]Like how the only love ill have is gonna crash and burn [00:33.95]Or how the poorest I felt was after the most I've earned [00:36.32]The biggest lie I've told is that no one should be concerned [00:38.76]There's got to be another highway that don't lead to Hell [00:41.24]A star to lead me through the darkest night like Christian Bale [00:43.66]I hid from God for more than two decades of life [00:45.34]For when I came back into the light [00:46.92]He didn't ask me if I'm Christian still [00:48.41]Just opened up his arms and embraced me like I'm his son [00:50.75]Erasing all the archetypes of what people like me become [00:52.99]Since I was young my personality split like serpents tongue [00:55.50]But all the poison in my body still aint make me numb [00:57.75]I lost a best friend and felt all that [00:59.98]Crying on his open casket well I knelt on that [01:02.25]I had a best man picked out for my wedding [01:04.15]But instead of getting married I carried guilt and left all that [01:07.07]A vagabond that broke a bond for boca raton [01:09.31]Who all along regretted he never kept all that [01:11.90]I left everything behind but this engagement ring and a frozen heart [01:14.74]I'm standing in the fire [01:15.72]To melt all that yeah [01:17.22]Ash and dust [01:21.42]Everything I care about and love [01:26.60]Burning up [01:31.00]Nothing left of who I thought I was [01:35.02]Who I was [01:44.67]I I I was [01:47.22]Lash out [01:48.48]Need to take a breath and [01:49.59]Calm down [01:50.90]Try to regulate don't [01:52.18]Know how [01:53.43]Wasn't taught that in [01:54.87]My house [01:55.96]Kids of my own I [01:57.33]Step back [01:58.49]Look at those smiles and [01:59.86]Feel sad [02:01.08]Hope they don't wind end up [02:02.56]Like dad [02:03.64]Stuck in this loop like [02:05.00]I am [02:06.23]I [02:07.62]Called you never heard back [02:09.20]After everything we been through the good and the bad [02:11.47]You bout to Throw it all away and overreact [02:14.09]Because I over reacted karma I guess [02:16.53]My temper gets the best of me a part of me that [02:19.08]I wish I knew how to get rid of it's an issue I have [02:21.64]My ammo say I need you and I love you to death [02:24.25]Then turn around an go [02:25.22]And treat you like you nothing but trash I know [02:29.58]I know I know I know I know I know yeah I know sometimes I [02:38.17]Lash out [02:39.46]Need to take a breath and [02:40.60]Calm down [02:41.85]Try to regulate don't [02:43.16]Know how [02:44.49]Wasn't taught that in [02:45.80]My house [02:46.94]Kids of my own I [02:48.28]Step back [02:49.51]Look at those smiles and [02:50.89]Feel sad [02:52.09]Hope they don't wind end up [02:53.41]Like dad [02:54.68]Stuck in this loop like [02:55.92]I am [02:57.23]I