10 Mins-Joe Budden

10 Mins - Joe Budden See what I'ma do is, like I just kinda wanna be able to, you know Smoke by myself Without kinda being bothered by what a motherf**ker had to feel Without really havin' to do nothin' So I'ma go buy this pack of 100's Take me about 10 minutes to smoke a whole 100 Yeah, I'ma snip one upside down And I'ma take one out and I'ma light it Just give me 10 minutes I just need 10 minutes alone To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the sh*t in the streets Just let me smoke this one cig in peace Give me 10 minutes Without y'all comin' at me with that bull Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull And right now, that's what got the kid at peace Let me smoke this one cig in peace Look, now is a couple dudes that don't wanna see me poppin' They sarcastically ask me 'When your CD's droppin'?' Gotta keep my game face They don't leave me no options Can't lose my cool, I know the streets keep watchin' Dudes wanna see me lose it all But I ain't come this far to fall Let me talk to all of you dudes prayin' that I lose it all I ain't come this far to fall And I ain't gotta walk around with my clip and nine A real ni**a just open his coat to me and said his is mine He said, "Call him with his problems" But he don't know that there's always problems, it only gets worse Like, some dudes get threatened, they can't stop me So all they do is threaten to pop me But go and get your weapon and cock, G Could see it's real here I dun been up and down the block all week and I'm still here Look, you wanna know where the booze and coke at Gangsta's, gorillas, damoo's and locs at Where the bricks, where the dick, where the X, where the morphene be Take the turnpike to 4 TP But now it's back to this p**sy dude threatenin' to hurt me I didn't know all of this came with reppin' jersey But now it's no secret If the thought of jump off doin' it makes you so heated ni**a, so be it But certain beef will be handeled if you're special Only marble in the crib, is the handle on his special My guns in the hood I can't run from the hood Ni**a my sons in the hood That should tell you what's what Soon as I feel good you retards remind me But son, it ain't hard to find me I'm at ringside any time the fights on And I'm in the big black truck with the Carolina lights on Or you can hop on the Pulaski Skyway I'm in the strip club almost every Friday Kats is cornballs Y'all dudes is b**ches Like I ain't got enough problems with this music business Just give me 10 minutes I just need 10 minutes alone To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the sh*t in the streets Just let me smoke this one cig in peace Give me 10 minutes Without y'all comin' at me with that bull Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull And right now, that's what got the kid at peace Let me smoke this one cig in peace Some days I don't wanna be bothered Some days I just miss my father Some days I just miss my father Some days I wanna relapse on redline 'Cuz he'll be gone for 26 months fed time I try to maintain through all this And pray to God pop keep the same clean date and 4 dicks My pockets flat kid You do the math on 5:15 an hour full time after taxes, c'mon That wasn't good enough to keep my MO Sh*t that wasn't good enough to complete my demo, for real Some days I don't wanna be seen And some days I don't shower, I don't wanna be clean Look, sometimes the truth could hurt you So I blow my cig, smoke right at the truth commercial Some days I don't wanna be bothered Some days I just miss my father And even if by a miracle he makes it half way out It won't be parole y'all, it be the half way house but nah That's not the right path for a budden 'Cuz we're addicts, addicts can't do half of nothin' Some days I'm reachin' for the thing in the dresser Some days I'm not invincible and I feel the pressure Like if everyone's dependin' on me, and I just stop Then what the f**k happens? I can't take that route and girl out And sometimes I don't wanna hear my girls mouth 'cuz My hectic schedule, she ain't considerate So all I hear is the complaints and bickerin' Radios, studios, photo shoots She think I'm f**kin' every girl that say I'm oh so cute, cute Don't appreciate a man and you lose him Worst thing to do to an innocent man is accuse him And I ain't with beefin' with home's Bran Nubian style, I had to love ma' but leave her alone It ain't workin' out, I'll see you aight Just let go and let God see if we reunite 'Cuz with yo sh*t added to the dudes that wanna see me fall Nah, f**k it I won't fall Let me talk to all of you dudes prayin' that I lose it all I ain't come this far to fall, fall But listen, I'm f**ked up now Don't ask why y'all Sometimes the best medicine is just to cry y'all Know what I'm sayin'? Excuse my voice fans, that should be a sign That I identify with what I'm sayin' 'Cuz it's these type of thoughts that'll kill ya If you smokin' with me right now, then you a good way from the filter And I won't front like I ain't stressin' Sometimes I need a hug, real sh*t, pain sh*t is pain lesson, ni**a Just give me 10 minutes I just need 10 minutes alone To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the sh*t in the streets Just let me smoke this one cig in peace Give me 10 minutes Without y'all comin' at me with that bull Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull And right now, that's what got the kid at peace Let me smoke this one cig in peace Give me 10 minutes I just need 10 minutes alone To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the sh*t in the streets Just let me smoke this one cig in peace Give me 10 minutes By myself, you the boys at home That's all the time I really need to enjoy my bone If you sparked when the song was beginnin' at that time Then your stoge should be endin' with mine And to you know who Ma, I never saw me being with you But sometimes y'all dreams come true I'm like your number one fan Damn, I ain't think Joe would see you You's a fantasy I wasn't supposed to meet you, nah Chances of that were so unlikely And if we did meet, you wasn't supposed to like me But look, I rap now and it just so happens God put me in a spot where that was just so happenin', see She had a man, I had a girl I broke up with mine and around that same time We was hangin' out she never laid a hand on me But I could tell from the way she glanced at me Her looks said, "Baby boy somethin' hampers me" And it would go down but I got my man with me Lord how can it be? You know I never been the dude to come and break up a happy family And these 2 looked so happy on the outside They could've only been happy on the outside We eventually started creepin' But for me it's just sex For her it's cheatin' It went down, one time, two times, once more Talkin' real passionate, every time it jumped off I'm in deep y'all she's more than a jump off We both catchin' feelings, both startin' to want more But guess what, she can't leave him Must be somethin' I don't know about, maybe she needs him Means I still gotta front like we ain't sleepin' Still gotta shake his hand, I still gotta see him How's he supposed to look, supposed to feel for me He gotta know I'm feelin' you, and you feelin' me How am I supposed to look at that man with respect With Bleek singin', 'Is That Your Chick In My Head' Dru Hill, 'Somebody Sleepin' In My Bed' Aaliyah, 'If Your Girl Only Knew', reversed, but look Here's why I'm down and out I'm kinda worried y'all I ain't heard from him much since he found out Mean and it wasn't mine y'all, she's still in the brain And I know wherever she's at, she's feelin' the same So 'till my fantasy dame pop up Everytime the cell rings I'm prayin' that her name pop up, for real I know y'all, I ain't supposed to wife her But it's God's fault, I wasn't supposed to like her Sometimes I think, why'd I have to meet chick for? And some times dog, be careful what you wish for Some times I don't wanna be bothered Some days I just miss my father He's stuck in the system Treated like a dude that's heartless And they just transfered him, brought him up on new charges Yeah folks, I'm back to that So I light another one and smoke back to back for real I'm chain smokin' if you ain't on my page, listen I'm stressed out, hopin' this one'll taste different Dudes hopin' that I lose it all I ain't come this far to fall Let me talk to all of you dudes wishin' that I lose it all I ain't come this far to fall Nah, I won't fall Hopin' that I lose it all I won't fall, ni**a Hopin' that I lose it all I ain't come this far to fall, nah, nah Some days I don't wanna be bothered Some days I just miss my father Just give me 10 minutes I just need 10 minutes alone To not deal with a thing, to not answer my phone Just to ig' my 2 way, ig' the sh*t in the streets Just let me smoke this one cig in peace Give me 10 minutes Without y'all comin' at me with that bull Sometimes that's all it takes to ruin my last pull And right now, that's what got the kid at peace Let me smoke this one cig in peace