Christina-Keith Murray

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:00.39]I'm always getting s**tted on son ain't gonna be no no different [00:10.92]Can you accept me as I am I ask you [00:13.62]Or is all the love lost I need you [00:16.47]Can you open your heart to mine and accept me and with my faults [00:23.10]During the human course of activity watch me give me my room [00:28.11]I am radiant give me my space I am light [00:32.18]Yo 22798 I wrote a check out to H W funeral home [00:38.07]For my little sister Christina 15 years old [00:41.28]D**n man this f**kin world is so cold [00:43.35]8 months before I had to do three years [00:45.96]Coming from the air port my face burning with tears [00:48.48]I had this black cloud hovering over me [00:51.33]Far back as I can check back down my family tree [00:54.06]Its been with me since my first LP [00:56.34]2nd LP I was sittin in court [00:58.26]3rd LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast guided back to the streets [01:02.40]By the power of the mind and positive of thought [01:04.95]Some say livin is death and dying is life [01:07.53]I say pray for me that I should be born tonight [01:10.53]I remember roaming the streets in those cold winter nights [01:13.92]Look at me this is my life [01:15.54]Suddenly my life feels so wrong tell me what the hell is going on [01:24.15]Tell me tell me why my life feels so wrong so wrong [01:31.74]Tell me what the hell is going on [01:35.01]Help me please help me [01:37.77]I can't even begin to explain the mental anguish [01:40.71]I went through as a child when I heard my pops had passed [01:43.77]I went to see him on the sick bed [01:45.39]With my grandmother that day I knew it was the last [01:48.93]I loved him but I had to grow up without him [01:51.30]Over the years I've lived through frustrations and questions [01:54.42]In 90' I went to jail as an adolescent [01:56.70]Then in 92' my moms had to go back to the essence [01:59.67]Got me thinkin about the meaning of my existence [02:02.07]I lost my best friend [02:02.64]I realized the devil was spying on me from a distance [02:05.22]He don't want me to receive my blessings he fear me [02:07.92]My family suffered more deaths then the Kennedy's [02:10.71]This is real and if you don't believe me ask someone that grew with me [02:14.25]Know them and feel my energy [02:16.26]Please never fabricated nor duplicated so I ask you [02:21.39]Can you open you hearts and minds and receive me with all my faults [02:26.70]Can you open your hearts and minds unconditionally to begin to understand my thoughts [02:32.22]Hey yo this world is a pool of sharks [02:34.26]But I'm the animal right when I stand up for myself and bark [02:37.65]And this year I gotta go all out for it [02:39.81]I've been hustlin for 13 years nothin to show for it [02:43.20]I mean nothin [02:43.59]Lookin over my bills d**n they eaten me up [02:46.02]Entertainment task force watchin so what the f**k [02:48.84]I paid my taxes too f**k you and your uncle [02:51.96]The laws of nature will see me through [02:54.09]And yeah I peep it and naw it ain't no secret [02:57.33]How n***as give their word with no intentions to keep it [02:59.58]I'm givin you the roots of the real [03:01.74]My emotional feelings bi polar is how I feel [03:04.92]But still you turn your back on me like you don't know me or you hate me [03:08.22]Don't you recognize family when you see me [03:24.24]I cut my right arm off for you and this is how you repay me [03:59.85]Ahh dog you breakin my heart