My Perfect Lie-Honey Gray

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:QQ音乐动态歌词] [offset:0] [00:09.09]Yeah put a smile on for my friends tell 'em that I'm doing great [00:13.14]Post a picture on the 'gram went out on a date [00:15.72]They all say I'm moving on they say I'm looking strong [00:18.36]But they don't see the after-hours when everything goes wrong [00:21.15]Yeah I laugh a little louder party 'til the morning light [00:23.91]Do anything I can to put you out of my sight [00:26.40]It's a full-time occupation trying to pretend I'm alright [00:28.95]Just another performance underneath the pale moonlight [00:31.53]But the curtain falls when I walk through my door [00:36.51]And the hero that they see is crying on the floor [00:42.36]I can't pretend anymore [00:48.72]I tell them that I'm better now it's my perfect perfect lie [00:54.69]But when the lights go out at night I just break down and cry [01:00.57]I say I never miss you with a straight face and clear eyes [01:05.61]But it's just my perfect perfect lie to help me survive [01:13.86]Got a new routine hit the gym at six AM [01:16.47]Trying to sweat you out my system but you're back at ten PM [01:19.08]Like a ghost in my apartment a recurring painful gem [01:21.84]My friends all say you got this but I don't know who I am [01:24.48]Without you right beside me without our little inside jokes [01:27.33]Now I'm just an actor reading lines and taking notes [01:30.18]On how to be okay how a single person copes [01:32.76]But every line I'm speaking my own sad heart just chokes [01:35.28]But the curtain falls when I walk through my door [01:39.81]And the hero that they see is crying on the floor [01:45.69]I can't pretend anymore [01:51.99]I tell them that I'm better now it's my perfect perfect lie [01:57.96]But when the lights go out at night I just break down and cry [02:03.84]I say I never miss you with a straight face and clear eyes [02:08.82]But it's just my perfect perfect lie to help me survive [02:16.11]Maybe if I say it enough it will all come true [02:21.09]That I can live a single day without thinking of you [02:26.37]But who am I kidding This lie is see-through [02:36.84]I tell them that I'm better now it's my perfect perfect lie [02:42.81]But when the lights go out at night I just break down and cry [02:48.69]I say I never miss you with a straight face and clear eyes [02:53.73]But it's just my perfect perfect lie to help me survive [03:01.47]To survive My perfect lie [03:06.78]It's a lie [03:12.00]