If It Matters-Steven Bamidele

Back when I was seventeen Is when it started I could feel the planet spin there was nothing on the other side and the void started settling in Always walking round With an insecure grin Thinking I want something I was chasing my tail And walking on nails And it came to nothing I’ve been wondering if it matters I’ve been feeling like a lost cause Got me searching for answers Gospel spreading like a wildfire I won’t live my life in vein I won’t live my life in vein I’ve been wondering if it matters I’ve been feeling like a lost cause Got me searching for answers Gospel spreading like a wildfire Coz these four walls feel like ‘What you in for?’ The patterns don’t reach beyond the door Putting it all on Four leaf clovers ceiling comes crashing to the floor coming to, holding his head down low smoke dust rubble they overflow Doesn’t even matter ‘cause now he knows A lightbulb shines on his head Eyes stare back from across the room Terrified sunk in the colour blue Bound to get some followers if they knew Someone’s got a ‘chosen one’ head I’ve got so many questions when do we start, when is my first lesson? Is it our 4 minute warning? I could stay up til it’s 3 in the morning So won’t you stay? Won’t you stay? Coz I’ve been wondering if it matters I’ve been feeling like a lost cause Thought you might be the answer and I’ve got nothing left to lose Send me on my way back Send me on my way back Apathy is cheap my love Are you gonna pay the cost? Running round Scared you might drown Yeah Should be there by now But you’re so anxious Should be there by now By now bye!