Suicidal Thoughts-The Notorious B.I.G.

[ti:Suicidal Thoughts] [ar:TheNotoriousBIG] [al:Ready To Die] [offset:0] [00:00.46]Suicidal Thoughts - The Notorious B.I.G. (Biggie Smalls) [00:13.89]Hello? Aw sh*t, ni**a, [00:18.58] [00:20.10]What the f**k time is it, man? [00:21.47] [00:24.45]Oh God damn, [00:25.37] [00:27.80]Ni**a do you know what time it is? [00:29.16] [00:33.10]Aw sh*t, what the f**k's [00:34.88]Goin' on? You alright? [00:38.14] [00:40.86]Aw, ni**a what the f**k [00:42.75]Is wrong wit you? [00:43.49]When I die, f**k it I wanna go to hell [00:46.18]'Cause I'm a piece of sh*t, [00:47.28]It ain't hard to f**kin' tell [00:48.90]It don't make sense, [00:49.79]Goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies [00:51.89]Dressed in white, [00:52.84]I like black Tims and black hoodies [00:54.83]God will probably have me [00:56.03]On some real strict sh*t [00:57.47]No sleepin' all day, [00:58.61]No gettin' my dick licked [00:59.93] [01:00.49]Hangin' with the goodie-goodies [01:01.59]Loungin' in paradise [01:02.52] [01:03.18]F**k that sh*t, [01:04.38]I wanna tote guns and shoot dice [01:06.19]All my life I been [01:07.54]Considered as the worst [01:09.01]Lyin' to my mother, [01:09.94]Even stealin' out her purse [01:11.68]Crime after crime, [01:13.16]From drugs to extortion [01:14.56]I know my mother wished [01:15.81]She got a f**kin' abortion [01:16.87] [01:17.41]She don't even love me [01:18.55]Like she did when I was younger [01:20.34]Suckin' on her chest [01:21.41]Just to stop my f**kin' hunger [01:23.12]I wonder if I died, [01:24.37]Would tears come to her eyes? [01:26.04]Forgive me for my disrespect, [01:27.50]Forgive me for my lies [01:28.83]My babies' mothers 8 months, [01:30.28]Her little sister's 2 [01:31.55]Who's to blame for both of them [01:32.90](Naw ni**a, not you) [01:34.28]I swear to God I just want to slit [01:36.03]My wrists and end this bullshit [01:37.53]Throw the Magnum to my head, [01:39.37]Threaten to pull sh*t [01:40.39]And squeeze, until the bed's, [01:42.71]Completely red [01:43.63]I'm glad I'm dead, [01:44.96]A worthless f**kin' Buddha head [01:46.62]The stress is buildin' up, I can't [01:48.40]I can't believe suicide's [01:49.81]On my f**kin' mind [01:51.20]I want to leave, I swear to God [01:52.93]I feel like death is f**kin' callin' me [01:54.77]Naw you wouldn't understand [01:56.30](Ni**a, talk to me please) [01:57.80]You see it's kinda [01:58.63]Like the crack did to Pookie, [02:00.27]In New Jack [02:00.96]Except when I cross over, [02:02.42]There ain't no comin' back [02:03.62]Should I die on the train track, [02:05.21]Like Remo in Beat street [02:06.57]People at the funeral frontin' [02:08.51]Like they miss me [02:09.55]My baby momma kissed me [02:10.65]But she glad I'm gone [02:12.03]She knew me and her sista [02:13.54]Had somethin' goin' on [02:14.86] [02:16.04]I reach my peak, I can't speak [02:17.68] [02:18.19]Call my ni**a Chic, [02:19.22]Tell him that my will is weak [02:20.88]I'm sick of niggas lyin', [02:22.16]I'm sick of b**ches hawkin' [02:23.65]Matter of fact, I'm sick of talkin' [02:25.99] [02:30.10]Hey yo Big, hey yo Big [02:32.66]