Talking To A Ghost (Explicit)-YOUTHYEAR

It's been awhile how have you been I'll try to fill you in on what you missed Your sister's finally having her first kid And the band broke up we never made it Yeah your mom's still smoking cigarettes I'm finally sober now can you believe it I wish I could've given you the same gift That it wasn't wasted, that it wasn't hopeless But I'm just glad that you picked up I don't know why I'm here and your not Screaming at the stars Why you're gone I guess I'll never know It's like I'm here talking to a ghost But I know you're close You're right there The nights I need you most The nights I need you most I know what it's like to be an addict Another fucking relapse and I've had it They're all counting days, I'm counting seconds But a little bit of faith kept me betting That anything is better than that moment When I finally hit the bottom I was broken If you could see me now you'd be so proud Cuz I'm doing this for you, not only me now I don't know why I'm here and your not Screaming at the stars Why you're gone I guess I'll never know It's like I'm here talking to a ghost But I know you're close You're right there The nights I need you most The nights I need you most The nights I need you most Am I talking to a ghost Am I talking to a ghost Seven years ago I let a part of me die And it's same part of you that took your life Why did you take your life I don't know why I'm here and your not Screaming at the stars Why you're gone I guess I'll never know It's like I'm here talking to a ghost But I know you're close You're right there The nights I need you most I don't know why I'm here and your not Screaming at the stars Why you're gone I guess I'll never know It's like I'm here talking to a ghost But I know you're close You're right there The nights I need you most The nights I need you most Am I talking to a ghost