Let It Go-Kirk Franklin

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[ar:Kirk Franklin]
[al:Hero]
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[00:00.52]My momma gave me up when I was four years old
在我四岁的时候我妈妈放弃了我 [00:02.98]
她没有伤害我的身体而是扼杀了我的灵魂 [00:03.59]She didn't destroy my body but she killed my soul
现在好冷因为我睡在后座上 [00:06.59]Now it's cold 'cause I'm sleepin in my back seat
我清楚精神的愿望，但我的肉体已经虚弱 [00:09.28]I understand the spirit's willing but my flesh is weak
我想说 [00:12.65]Let me speak
我从没有追求梦想的机会 [00:13.84]I never had a chance to dream
10岁时依然与破烂的报纸为伍 [00:15.59]Ten years old and findin love in dirty magazines
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你还记得吗，我买过两次Ms. December [00:18.60]Ms December you remember I bought ya twice
现在我已经30多岁了仍旧在付出 [00:21.97]Now I'm thirty plus and still payin the price
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有一个我几乎不知道的妹妹 [00:25.78]Had a sister that I barely knew
似乎在两岁的时候就把我们分开了 [00:28.16]Kinda got separated by the age of two
因为是同父异母所以我们不能欺骗 [00:31.22]Same momma different daddy so we couldn't fake it
我看见妹妹的爸爸对浴缸里赤裸着的她出手 [00:34.41]I saw my sister's daddy beat her in the tub naked
这在我的脑海里留下了深重的可怕记忆 [00:37.41]Take it serious the demons in a man's mind
如今她的爸爸为他的强暴罪行付出代价 [00:40.47]The same man on R**e charges now he's doin' time
谴责送他在监狱坐了13年的牢 [00:43.59]Crack followed him and like daddy prison thirteen years
没看见妹妹我想她比起哭泣更多的会是恐惧 [00:46.90]Haven't seen her I guess she's traded tears for fears
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吼出来吧 [00:51.22]Shout Shout
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宣泄所有的一切 [00:54.22]Let it all out
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这都是我无能为力的事情 [00:57.16]These are the things I can do without
所以 [01:02.59]So come on
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我要告诉你 [01:06.34]I'm talkin' to you
加油 [01:08.84]So Come on
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性行为就是我经历过的 [01:16.10]Sex was how I made it through
没有人教你爱的那种事情，那还能做些什么呢 [01:18.29]Without someone to teach you love what else is there to do
看吧我来的地方那里的人都说你是同性恋，说你不是真男人 [01:21.17]See where I'm from they call you gay say you ain't a man
给他们看看你不是废物 [01:24.23]Show them you ain't no punk
追你能追到的所有女生 [01:26.11]Get all the girls you can
今天一直有一个简单的计划萦绕在我脑海 [01:27.48]A simple plan that still haunts me now today
回到17岁在路上捡个小孩 [01:30.23]Back to seventeen and got a baby on the way
没有好的事情，我看到的只是满眼的失败 [01:33.47]No GED all I see is failure in my eyes
如果你肯听我说并且记起我就道歉 [01:36.79]If you listening and remember I apologize
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我是在教堂里成长的 [01:40.91]I was raised falling in the church
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在教堂里犯错然后听到主的呼唤 [01:43.17]Made mistakes and heard the Lord's calling in the church
在停车场服务别人赚钱 [01:45.97]After service in the parking lot getting high
想要被人接受但结果糟到我只想去死 [01:49.11]Wanted to be accepted so bad I was willing to die
甚至试着去告诉牧师，可他看不到 [01:52.42]Even tried to tell the Pastor but he couldn't see
多年陷入自卑与不安 [01:55.41]Years of low self-esteem and insecurities
教堂教我怎么去发泄怎么用语言表达 [01:58.54]Church taught me how to shout and how to speak in tongues
牧师教我怎么去生活，帮助我 [02:01.60]But preacher teach me how to live now when the tongue is done help me
吼出来吧，宣泄所有的一切 [02:05.85]Shout Shout Let it all out
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这都是我无能为力的事情 [02:12.23]These are the things I can do without
所以加油 [02:17.36]So come on
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我要告诉你 [02:20.48]I'm talking to you
加油 [02:23.73]So come on
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看到的我 [02:29.98]See I See I
我只是想让这一切都过去 [02:32.97]I just wanna let it go just wanna let it go just let it go
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主请你离我近一点，你听不到我的哭泣吗 [02:55.73]Jesus please on my knees can't You hear me crying
你说让我把这些都捧在手心我真的努力过了 [02:58.71]You said to put it in Your hands and Lord I'm really trying
你说付出一定有回报的时候并不像是撒谎 [03:01.72]You wasn't lying when You said You reap what you sow
就像妈妈去世的那晚，让这些过去太难了 [03:04.65]Like that night momma died it's hard to let it go
你收养了我，关心我，为我改了名字 [03:07.78]You adopted me cared for me changed my name
但我诅咒你,欺骗你,让你痛苦 [03:11.15]But I cursed at you lied to you left you pain
我依然可以看到那些画面这并不奇怪 [03:14.28]It's not strange I can still see it in my head
你就知道你已经躺在床上好几个小时了 [03:17.15]To know for hours you were lying there in that bed
如果你听这盘磁带的话 [03:20.42]If you're listening to this record
不管是白天还是晚上 [03:22.11]If it's day or night
如果你妈妈还活着那么就好好对待她 [03:23.48]If you momma is still living treat your momma right
不要像我这样让那一刻溜走 [03:26.48]Don't be like me and let that moment slip away
还要谨慎一点因为你无法收回你说出去的话 [03:29.61]And be careful 'cause you can't take back what you say
给我真正的妈妈如果你在听的话我已经放手这一切了 [03:32.86]To my real momma if you're listening I'm letting it go
给我的爸爸，我原谅你了，因为你并不知情 [03:35.98]To my father I forgive you 'cause you didn't know
痛苦是我的命运的前奏 [03:38.98]That the pain was the preparation for my destiny
还有一件事就是主一定要让我的儿子成为比我好的男人 [03:41.79]And one more thing Lord let my son be a better man than me
吼出来吧，宣泄所有的一切 [03:45.42]Shout Shout Let it all out
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这都是我无能为力的事情 [03:51.92]These are the things I can do without
所以加油吧 [03:57.11]So come on
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我要告诉你 [03:59.29]I'm talking to you
加油 [04:03.54]So come on