i hate that i love you (Explicit)-Dax

[ti:i hate that i love you (Explicit)] [ar:Dax] [al:From A Man's Perspective (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.15]i hate that i love you (Explicit) - Dax [00:01.86]Lyrics by：Daniel Nwosu Jr./Eric Klem/Andrew Peterson [00:03.37]Composed by：Daniel Nwosu Jr./Eric Klem/Andrew Peterson [00:05.02]Produced by：Backnine Z/Paramind [00:11.74]I remember what you said [00:13.10]That **** tore me to peices [00:14.74]That I was something that you wanted [00:16.03]But not really needed [00:17.60]I used pray for someone like you [00:19.13]Could of sworn I was dreaming [00:20.57]Then I woke up and I realized [00:22.04]You were one of those demons [00:23.60]Now I'm contemplating life [00:25.10]And wondering what's ahead [00:26.51]If it's without you [00:27.31]I might choose to not live it instead [00:29.65]You gave me life [00:30.22]And without you [00:30.98]I ******* feel like I'm dead [00:32.53]And as I'm writing this song [00:33.84]I'm currently trapped in my head [00:35.56]And now it's dead weight [00:36.64]Ya it hurts [00:37.36]I don't understand why we just couldn't work [00:39.62]Wish that we could speak [00:40.73]But I can't find words [00:41.90]You know that I'm hurt [00:42.98]And you don't care [00:43.71]And that just makes it worse [00:44.81]So when I see you smile [00:46.00]I fill my cup and write another verse [00:48.72]Battling myself and evil thoughts [00:50.66]Tried to spend my life with you [00:51.94]I didn't know what it would cost [00:53.78]Should of never came to Cali [00:55.09]Never opened up my heart [00:56.67]Wish I never found love [00:57.95]Cuz I never would of lost [00:59.74]This this everyday [01:00.51]Ask myself why didn't she stay [01:02.29]Looking up to heaven [01:03.31]Asking god to take away this pain [01:05.21]I know that I love you [01:06.35]And I know that you don't feel the same [01:08.14]And that's what's killing me inside [01:09.61]And causing me to go insane **** [01:12.31]Said we're too different [01:13.65]Told me we would never work [01:15.13]Always put me second [01:16.07]I would sprint but couldn't finish first [01:17.99]Got to comfortable and let my guard down [01:19.97]When you realized I did [01:21.38]You took my feelings [01:22.05]And you threw 'em in the ******* dirt [01:24.10]Matching tattoos [01:25.01]I can't believe that you convicned me [01:26.77]Now you're gone [01:27.29]And it's the only thing [01:28.18]That keeps you here with me [01:29.75]Ya hate you but I love you [01:31.01]You left but still see me [01:32.57]If you needed it right now [01:33.98]I'd still give you my kidney [01:35.67]I'm lost [01:36.70]Can't wanna see another woman I'm blind [01:38.42]And if I do gods gonna have to [01:40.13]Pry open my eyes [01:41.54]You gon' laugh and say I'm weak [01:42.94]Until you realize and find [01:44.57]That sharing love is the meaning [01:45.96]And whole purpose of life [01:47.48]And when you do and hear this song [01:49.17]You will cry and sing along [01:50.68]And realize that [01:51.41]You don't wanna die old alone [01:53.57]And I'll be here still writing on my phone [01:55.94]Isolated in my home [01:57.52]Drunk half way gone screaming [01:59.27]I still love you [02:00.92]And wouldn't put no one above you [02:02.76]Even though you ******* lied [02:03.97]Something in me still trusts you [02:05.79]I would die for you kill for you [02:07.39]End my whole career [02:08.51]They could cut off both my arms [02:09.95]And I'd still find a way to hug you [02:11.81]I don't mean to make this music [02:13.14]But it's something that I must do [02:14.95]**** you [02:15.54]I ************* hate that I love you [02:17.89]I only run to you cause I can't run from you [02:20.85]You took my child away [02:22.20]He was my ******* son too [02:25.55]I hate that I love you [02:29.96]I hate that I love you