Findlay-Landon Tewers

[ti:Findlay] [ar:Landon Tewers] [al:Dead Kid] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Findlay - Landon Tewers [00:03.18]Forgive me for the lies I've told [00:05.92]I know my story's getting old [00:08.47]But please just hear me out one last time [00:12.10] [00:14.08]Long before I'd popped pills and swam in unpaid bills [00:18.04]There was a time I felt something other than restlessness at night [00:22.69] [00:24.16]Mother grabbed me by the hair [00:26.43]Threw me down the stairs [00:28.02]Picked me up and cried [00:29.17]Stayed till I was breathing right [00:30.68]A f**king household prisoner [00:33.66] [00:35.00]There were scratches on my neck [00:36.94]Bruises on my arms [00:38.01]Living check to check [00:39.32]Driving broken cars [00:40.56]I gave up counting sheep [00:43.00]Cus I never f**king sleep [00:45.23] [00:46.06]Packing my things and I'm moving away [00:50.39] [00:51.10]Forget you ever even knew who I was [00:55.32] [00:56.07]And when you hear my voice or see my face [00:59.23]I hope it gives a decent taste [01:01.82]Of what it's like to feel so unloved [01:05.75] [01:06.84]I had my first suicidal thoughts when I was 13 years old [01:12.32]Was taken by the idea of an escape [01:16.06] [01:17.63]I saw my best friends father beat his mother till she couldn't walk [01:21.89]He grabbed my head and said you better not talk [01:24.65]Better not talk better not talk [01:27.27] [01:28.62]Family members die [01:30.08]Choosing different sides [01:31.29]Some I'll never see [01:32.52]Split my family tree right in half [01:35.11] [01:36.06]And you're okay with that [01:37.57] [01:39.28]Packing my things and I'm moving away [01:43.72] [01:44.45]Forget you ever even knew who I was [01:48.84] [01:49.43]And when you hear my voice or see my face [01:52.60]I hope it gives a decent taste [01:55.16]Of what it's like to feel so unloved [01:58.99] [02:00.80]Packing my things and I'm moving away [02:05.05] [02:05.76]Forget you ever even knew who I was [02:10.04] [02:10.82]And when you hear my voice or see my face [02:13.97]I hope it gives a decent taste [02:16.67]Of what it's like to feel so unloved [02:20.20] [02:21.98]It's been a minute since we last spoke [02:24.25]And when you call my phone I think I always choke [02:26.79]There just ain't a whole lot left for me to say [02:30.60] [02:32.69]Looking back now I can say I'm proud [02:35.37]Blending with the crowd [02:36.83]Maybe I'm more human than you'd like to believe [02:41.23] [02:42.90]And I'm packing my things and I'm moving away [02:47.74] [02:48.49]Forget you ever even knew who I was [02:53.10]And when you hear my voice or see my face [02:56.71]I hope it gives a decent taste [02:59.19]Of what it's like to feel so unloved [03:02.99] [03:04.76]Packing my things and I'm moving away [03:09.12] [03:09.74]Forget you ever even knew who I was [03:14.07] [03:14.74]And when you hear my voice or see my face [03:17.94]I hope it gives a decent taste [03:20.60]Of what it's like to feel so unloved