Black Cloud-Joe Budden

[ti:Black Cloud] [ar:Joe Budden] [al:Black Cloud] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Black Cloud (乌云) - Joe Budden [00:06.59]Nothing stays the same forever not even me [00:12.83] [00:23.65]Check this check it [00:27.02]Something must've changed me [00:28.87]N-ggas might defame me [00:30.38]But things that used to taint me [00:32.03]No longer seem to restrain me [00:33.78]Strangely I'm no longer sad man or angry [00:36.95]Shame-ably it pains me [00:38.76]Feeling like this just ain't me [00:40.41]Mainly what do I tell all the people that thanked me [00:43.36]Mainly those who ordain me [00:45.41]Aside from can you blame me [00:47.36]Motivation they was supplying me no longer providing me [00:50.71]Jason Williams something killed whatever was driving me [00:53.54]Worrying less about the past more about the now [00:56.71]Less about what I'm going though more about the how [00:59.98]It's for certain it's been 30 years being fit for hurting [01:03.12]Now I'm a different person [01:04.91]With nohing to overcome in the mist of burdens [01:07.13]For certain got 6 figures in my sock drawer [01:09.95]And honestly this year I expect to make a lot more [01:13.84]It's hard to live without a budget when life is corrupted [01:16.91]In a house thats so peaceful that I'm trying to disrupt it [01:20.32]Scream f**k it not because I have to but because I love it [01:23.35]Which makes me as fake as the puppets [01:25.36]That I speak of disgusted [01:26.55] [01:27.76]Without a paddle up sh-t's creek [01:30.00] [01:30.85]Dig deep and see it ain't life it's just me [01:33.30] [01:33.88]So be warned as I'm putting on like I'm deformed [01:36.74] [01:37.66]Only so y'all can accept it as being my norm [01:39.93] [01:40.54]Maybe I quit working on me maybe I given up [01:43.65]Maybe I been lying to myself maybe I give a f-ck [01:46.75]It's enough to make you black out pull a mac out [01:49.93]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [01:53.39] [01:54.46]Every day we playin cat and mouse [01:56.60] [01:57.24]As I watch it hoverin over my glass house [01:59.91]It's enough to make you spazz out pull a mac out [02:03.12]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [02:06.77] [02:07.73]Tired enough for me to pass out tired of running from the black cloud [02:13.52]I say it loud hoping someone can hear me clearly [02:16.41]Trying to make my girl get it she don't know it's very scary [02:19.68]But she's a nympho she can come barely near me [02:23.37]She still want the God and i don't think she's mary mary [02:26.44] [02:27.10]The prettiest b**ches they just want to service me [02:29.29] [02:30.04]While n-ggas prettiest b**ches wouldn't get a word from me [02:33.10]Some of you haven't heard from me some of you wouldn't mind murking me [02:36.41]Found that news funny likes its stright from Ron Burgundy [02:39.60] [02:41.00]These n-ggas ain't never seen dough [02:43.05]They can't dream though i bump into 'em in between shows [02:46.32]People say i'm emo what that really mean though [02:49.43]Is though the song can't breathe I actually make it seem so [02:53.56]I lost loved ones because they couldn't deal with me [02:56.10]Cherish whoever still with me though the marriage be killed in me [02:59.61] [03:00.28]Normally it's just me and my lonely mind [03:02.86]Everyone storm is different so this forecast is only mine [03:06.13] [03:06.70]Fans recognize my misery uplifted me [03:09.42]Shifted me to my epitome guess the curse is a gift to me [03:12.69]Maybe its serendipity maybe it's weighing on me physically [03:16.17]Maybe I should man up and tell GOD not to solicit me [03:19.08]Been medicated meditated [03:21.11]Sedated hated [03:22.14]Character assassinated all theses years I masqueraded [03:25.58]Hard headed if it was on my mind I had to say it [03:29.17]Tongue on the devil's pitchfork to see how disaster tasted [03:31.76]Rap is fabricated rappers are so exaggerated [03:35.61]Wouldn't be scared of the truth if they weren't castrated [03:38.77]Grab a mag spray it surrounded by people to shoot it before me [03:42.47]Better unconditionally love my beautiful ugly [03:45.74] [03:46.78]Now lemme speak to who I cater to [03:49.47]Would you love me to say(or sang) [03:51.29]Before my weeks were not favorable [03:52.56]Promised to maintain being unique but relatable [03:55.42]All while suffering from a disease that could do away with you [03:59.09]Poetry on the beat spoken-word for the masses [04:02.18]Therapy over pro-tools every word is on acid [04:05.36]Continents on Kush every vowel is blunted [04:08.70]Highly wanted this whole organization privately funded [04:12.11]This is bigger than the Eiffle this is alert to public [04:14.95]Had a cop us by our tunnels and our bridges with the rifle [04:18.58]Sentences meant to stifle this is a man aching [04:21.86]This is the damn breaking contraband in the making [04:25.24]This is panic unveiling got potential but I never met it [04:29.27]He be trying to come over it seem like GOD won't let it [04:32.53]Either he never got my invite or he jus dismissed it [04:35.82]But if all I'm hearing are the sounds of blackness [04:38.03]Why am I pessimistic [04:39.37] [04:40.10]You'll never progress if you'll never try [04:41.94] [04:42.62]All I ask let every word I birth never die [04:46.17]My wings spread but when I'm at the sky [04:48.83]Weather didn't change like I thought and had me petrified [04:51.96]It's enough to make you black out pull a mac out [04:55.18]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [04:58.70] [04:59.92]Every day we playin cat and mouse [05:01.89] [05:02.46]As I watch it hoverin over my glass house [05:04.74] [05:05.32]It's enough to make you spazz out pull a mac out [05:08.45]Aim it at the sky while I'm running from a black cloud [05:11.50] [05:13.06]Tired enough for me to pass out tired of running from the black cloud