A Saddened Sunset-My Shameful

Just another saddened day break, again Where ever I lay my weary look I see memories, memories of pain In remembrance of this hell, I wake again Do you see all of this, all this pain Written on the wall, all of my agony I felt for long A saddened sunset will not hide these Memories, on the grave of my dignity I feel not like a human no more But a ghost I am, a shadow of past I do not remember what it was like To rejoice to feel the sun For too long I have been here Trapped inside this betrayer body How would I like to end this But my hand will not rise, to do the final deed "From daybreak to sundown I feel the same pain throbbing Inside this wretched body