Fear-Tech N9ne Collabos/Mackenzie O'Guin

[ti:Fear] [ar:Tech N9ne Collabos] [al:Strangeulation] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.21]Yh yh yh [00:04.54]This was the moment I fear [00:05.75] [00:06.38]Yh yh yh [00:10.10] [00:10.72]This was the moment I fear [00:11.97] [00:12.94]Yh yh yh [00:17.13]This was the moment I fear [00:18.46] [00:19.25]Yh yh yh [00:23.03] [00:25.84]Reoccurring dream I was falling [00:28.36]Dropping from something tall [00:29.68]And Jesus name that I'm calling [00:31.25] [00:32.02]This is pretty deep how I'mma decorate the city street [00:34.40]Little bitty pieces there's [00:36.03]Really gonna be some chalky drawings [00:37.89] [00:38.55]In this dream I had when I land [00:40.20]I can taste the blood I can smell the concrete [00:42.05]And I can feel my bones crush on a calm street [00:44.04]Dark and desolate my heart I never get [00:45.71]Another beat I'm gonna be other head to split [00:47.21]My hell is credited [00:48.15]Where the red is in [00:48.99]I'm down and dead admit in light I'm dreading this [00:50.45] [00:51.25]If we're created of God than predestination [00:54.02]Should not be looked at as odd [00:55.85]When we're blessed to wake in [00:57.20]Side of a dream like I've been here before [00:59.58]And we sum it up with some french expression [01:01.43]Like we didn't hear the lord [01:02.79]So I'm hoping and praying [01:04.32]That I won't be opened and spraying [01:05.80]In real life and it's just a dream [01:07.65]And it's not a thing that can sway my view [01:09.82]But my fear is that I end up laying [01:12.14]And ready for decaying [01:13.38]What I thought was a dream now it's Déjà vu [01:16.26]Yh yh yh [01:19.72]If I fall will the angels catch me [01:22.19]Yh yh yh [01:25.70]Or in it all is it my destiny [01:28.43]Yh yh yh [01:32.06]Is there a sound when the ground absorbs me [01:34.47] [01:34.98]Yh yh yh [01:38.80]Or a dream telling me my story [01:40.77] [01:41.65]I called up my mother [01:42.96]But who answered my brother [01:44.42]He said she real sick [01:45.61]But I'm gonna put her on just tell her you love her [01:47.62]My heart it just fluttered [01:48.85]When mama picked up she would utter [01:50.25] [01:50.79]Who is this I said Donnie [01:52.16]But she thought I was another [01:53.50] [01:54.15]Didn't even know me and she's not an oldie [01:56.42]It's the lupus or epilepsy [01:57.76]Maybe the psychosis only [01:59.16] [01:59.68]This your son I just called to say happy birthday [02:01.79]Not really knowing me hit me in the worst way [02:03.46]Then she said Oh yeah little Donnie [02:04.71]How you doing in school [02:05.43]I said I'm 42 mommy [02:06.17] [02:07.30]I give my arm leg leg arm [02:09.67]Head if that means my momma get better [02:12.10] [02:12.91]Toughest thing to swallow is [02:15.23]When someone who raised you [02:17.21]They gonna forget ya [02:19.06] [02:19.78]I'm feeling sadness [02:20.97]I'm feeling anger [02:22.40]Steady praying for a higher [02:23.75]Power to come down and change it [02:25.54]Rearrange her cause my fear is [02:28.11]That the sickness in her mind [02:29.57]In due time it'll make her son a stranger [02:31.84]Yh yh yh [02:35.27]A stranger to the one who raised us [02:38.04]Yh yh yh [02:41.67]Nameless to the one who named us [02:43.96] [02:44.58]Yh yh yh [02:48.10]Back to the place where it all began [02:50.25] [02:50.82]Yh yh yh [02:54.11]I'm seeing heaven but I fear it's the end [02:56.67] [02:58.61]Taught to have faith in God [02:59.88] [03:01.36]Breaking bread then we baking K O D [03:03.17] [03:04.63]Making plenty then spread it abroad [03:06.24] [03:07.56]Wash it down with a glass of Shiraz [03:09.55] [03:10.07]I try to walk the path of the righteous one [03:12.94]But this life is one [03:14.35]That's full of strife let's run [03:15.39] [03:15.98]To the mountain top [03:17.13] [03:17.64]What I'm 'bout to say [03:18.79]If suckas starts to thinking this holy name [03:20.94]I denounce then stop [03:21.91] [03:23.73]Man I'm just sayin' [03:25.69] [03:26.72]I do a whole lot of praying [03:28.07] [03:28.92]And I wonder if it's listening to Aaron's nightly whispering [03:32.10]'Bout mom in the tithe she's weakly paying [03:34.94]I know it's a blessing [03:36.06]That I raised kids cause I got skill [03:37.55] [03:38.07]And thank God that gangbang thing didn't bring me hot steel [03:41.32]Now my mom's worse and a lot ill [03:43.11] [03:43.78]My fear is that this God [03:45.08]I'm praying to for my mother is not real [03:47.26] [03:47.90]Yh yh yh [03:51.04]Extinguish me from this world of fire [03:53.24] [03:53.76]Yh yh yh [03:57.41]False teachings taught by liars [03:59.97]Yh yh yh [04:03.80]Prayers that go in an empty asylum [04:06.08] [04:06.62]Yh yh yh [04:10.17]No salvation from this messiah [04:12.52] [04:13.12]Fear - Tech N9ne Collabos