Leukemia / AM (Explicit)-Erick The Architect/Kimbra

I promised that I wouldn't stress about you Feeling better now i've learned to live without you Can't believe it's been some months without your name in blue bubbles Texts faded cause these old habits brought on new troubles The projection was exhausting, I was forced to find my fortune Why i suffered many losses, think depression was accosted I was skinnier Looking back, I barely ate my share without me tearing up My momma aint around, but somehow I feel I'm hearing her Telling me to distance from this girl, I grew to be with her She aint like my brother or my best friend, why i'm feeding her? When the money came in, I put dollars on a dream wit her She would beat me down, while any girl would wanna see me up Crying on the phone with cuz, I can't believe she'd keep me up Accused of me some **** I didn't do, and that would eat me up Know she date a legend, but she treat me like leukemia I was down bad, and now there's visions of me leaving her You said it was my fault because somebody stole my bike You hated, and the truth is there is much I did dislike I'm fighting intuition, *****ing how I sleep at night Assaulted my emotions, wasn't kosher or polite You treat me like a dog, and try to pigeon hold my plight Pillow-talking, peace-offerings, put restrictions on my price And I ain't mad, I got a million overnight Now I'm back out on the market, shorties talking to me nice And I was never petty, girl I'll never spill the beans Imma say, you can't love, you let somebody intervene Whats the verdict? Had to shake this residue, cause my new girl she don't deserve it I'll be ready if she really want the smoke again Even tried to put a wedge between me and my closest friend This kinda **** don't really happen so I had to wrap it Had to circle back on shorty, surely put the plan in action I'm at the yard, I told my mans, this black girl she had me tranced Then a couple months later we at Berries holding hands I'm feeling like you found me Ain't have to set no boundaries My AM in the AM, every night you spent around me It was chemistry Shorty something sweet just like this melody Your smile complete, pulling back them sheets, your kisses settled me My last was in a spiral, wouldn't be here by a long shot Made me a mimosa when my song dropped off top She better than my last, she don't smoke but got me gassed Sense of humor like my brothers, ain't afraid to peak a laugh And God brought you to me, I prayed for such a loyalty She walk with grace, every girl replaced would look disorderly Theres more to me than Coachella - Played the stage, a go getter You the one that drove me there Your presence made me perform better So intense, open hands, your family mine, won't go against Overjoyed, she ain't have to drive me there on both weekends Spicy food, there ain't much I'd like to do, outside of you Give you space, to concentrate, on yoga moves Chest big, fit physique, a Virgo like Beyoncé, sheesh Showered at her crib, ain't have hot water for a couple weeks Intelligent and not a *****, my ride or die and i love her speech Knew you were somebody special cause you been the common theme She my jigsaw puzzle piece She would bring me love and peace She the one I'm waiting for, im glad i am the one you meet (Glad I am the one you meet)