Paralytic States-Against Me!

[ti:Paralytic States] [ar:Against Me!] [al:Transgender Dysphoria Blues] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Paralytic States - Against Me! [00:31.09]She could hear them f**king through [00:32.69]Those thin hotel walls [00:34.39]She heard babies crying, [00:35.54]She heard laughter, she heard sirens [00:38.05] [00:38.61]Red and blue lights flashing [00:39.80]Through those cheap hotel drapes [00:41.77]Blood spilled out on the porcelain [00:43.98]The bath tub's over flowing [00:45.88] [00:46.51]Paralytic states of dependency [00:50.33]All waking life's just a living dream [00:54.07]Agitated states of amazement [00:57.30]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be [01:00.35] [01:01.02]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be [01:04.12] [01:19.88]Spread out faced down on those [01:21.91]Stained cheap hotel sheets [01:22.88]She spent the last years of her life [01:24.76]Running from the boy she used to be [01:26.72] [01:27.49]Cut her face wide open [01:29.31]Shaved the bone down thin [01:30.88]Plumped her lips up exaggerated [01:32.36]A f**ked up kind of feminine [01:34.69] [01:35.46]Paralytic states of dependency [01:39.22]All waking life's just a living dream [01:43.01]Agitated states of amazement [01:46.28]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be [01:49.26] [01:49.88]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be [01:53.18] [02:08.65]Night time at the hotel there was fighting in the hall [02:11.79]Thin chain lock to keep the world out [02:13.81]She held her breath till it was gone [02:16.07]Standing naked in front of that hotel bathroom mirror [02:19.46]In her dysphoria's reflection [02:21.33]She still saw her mother's son [02:23.56] [02:24.24]Paralytic states of dependency [02:27.40] [02:27.95]All waking life's just a living dream [02:31.68]Agitated states of amazement [02:35.04]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be [02:38.01] [02:38.74]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be [02:41.93]By the time the ball dropped it was already over [02:49.83]By the time the ball dropped it was already over [02:57.39]No resolutions for the new year beginning tomorrow