Defining Moment-The Specktators

[ti:Defining Moment] [ar:The Specktators] [al:The Parlay] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.24]Defining Moment - The Specktators [00:01.25] [00:25.66]They want me to say it all [00:27.37] [00:28.56]I've been waiting for the moment [00:30.01] [00:32.62]Yeah [00:33.23] [00:35.23]I ain't slept in months got a lot that's on my mind [00:37.74]'Bout to take the ride [00:38.61]Of my life a lot up on the line [00:40.72]Life got it's moments some of them define you [00:43.30]Like losing the love of your life to try to find you [00:46.15]Numb to it now can't feel a d**n thing [00:49.04]Far from reality closer to my d**n dream [00:51.87]Far from family closer to my d**n team [00:54.43]More and more it feel like the same d**n thing [00:57.13]And so I ride for my brothers 'til the wheels fall [00:59.72]I'd told 'em we'd be stacking paper till it's real tall [01:02.69]People whining about the hands that I deal y'all [01:05.23]Go and get it on your own I don't really feel y'all [01:07.93]This sh*t is cutthroat I ain't never been the type [01:10.46]But if you carry dead weight [01:11.81]It's hard to get your money right [01:13.14]And so I'm on a diet I've been cutting back [01:15.33]I was giving everything and getting nothing back [01:17.59]And I'm through with it [01:19.00]I still remember sitting in the car [01:21.42]You would get emotional I never felt so far removed [01:24.45]From the feeling of having to make it better [01:26.53]My mind is all in the future [01:27.90]I left my heart in a letter [01:29.23]I'm cold now everything we had is old now [01:32.31]Least that's what I tell myself [01:33.53]It helps me on the road now [01:35.11]We used to talk about everything [01:36.86]Now I feel like when we talk again [01:38.65]Someone will have you in a wedding ring [01:40.50]It's like my best moves hurt the ones close to me [01:43.14]They be asking when the hell did money [01:44.72]Mean the most to me [01:46.03]Since I got a taste and I left the comfort zone [01:48.47]Now it's either money or blowing up everything we've grown [01:51.27]This rap sh*t feels like everything I've ever known [01:53.95]Locked up in the studio never picking up my phone [01:56.66]It's always some bullsh*t I just need to be alone [01:59.42]I don't want no distraction I been in my zone [02:02.43]Word is we getting love in the city [02:04.53]Funny I feel like it's all I wanted from the beginning [02:07.14]And now I'm too far away figures though [02:09.39]It's always been motivation for me to get bigger though [02:12.04]Friends were ashamed of my little hobby until the women [02:14.82]They wanted were digging my music [02:16.29]And now they all be thinking it's chronic [02:18.46]Pardon my trouble of separating real from the fake [02:21.07]Everyone gassin' me up I just be needing a break [02:23.79]I just tell it like it is [02:25.24]And they be feeling a way [02:26.57]They say I'm trippin I say I'm finally feeling awake [02:29.37]Too much at stake I ain't playing no games [02:31.63]People guessing the suspects I ain't saying no names [02:34.34]It's family biz you su***rs don't know what family is [02:37.71]I promise I see it clear [02:39.37]Told the team we on the verge [02:40.79]Guess that we'll see this year [02:41.98]My fear is I'll get everything [02:43.37]I wanted and nothing I need