Is Happiness Just a Word feat. Yes Alexander-Vinnie Paz

[ti:Is Happiness Just a Word feat. Yes Alexander] [ar:Vinnie Paz] [al:Carry on Tradition] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Is Happiness Just a Word feat. Yes Alexander - Vinnie Paz (维尼·帕斯) [00:22.01]Darkness comes beneath the dying stars [00:24.67] [00:25.59]With all the blood and scars [00:28.48]My mouth will hunt you [00:30.37] [00:31.15]With fear - I appear [00:33.05] [00:34.84]Nothing will stop me [00:36.24]You crave the creature in me [00:37.71] [00:38.99]Shattered I will capture you [00:40.72] [00:42.24]So run [00:43.58] [00:44.15]My family don't understand what I go through [00:45.87]Under diagnosed for 20 years ain't never broke through [00:48.32]You ever been in such a fog you don't know you [00:50.88]Never being able to do the sh*t you're supposed to [00:53.25]I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to [00:56.50]Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to [00:58.72] [00:59.23]There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you [01:01.51]Basic neurobiology isn't close to it [01:03.51] [01:05.40]I'm watching life as a spectator [01:07.26]I can't help myself even though I possessed data [01:09.36] [01:10.01]It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature [01:12.71]You think you know what I'm feeling cousin then let's wager [01:15.50]I'm having trouble retaining new information [01:17.57]Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization [01:19.42] [01:20.59]Everybody tired of being patient [01:22.35] [01:23.10]Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement [01:25.21] [01:26.41]Constant rumination just exacerbates it [01:28.71]To the point where I can't even barely narrate it [01:31.37]I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating [01:33.99]But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated [01:36.63]Darkness comes beneath the dying stars [01:38.86] [01:40.23]With all the blood and scars [01:41.87] [01:42.78]My mouth will hunt you [01:44.31] [01:44.87]With fear - I appear [01:47.09]Nothing will stop me [01:49.55] [01:50.70]You crave the creature in me [01:52.46] [01:53.54]Shattered I will capture you [01:55.10] [01:57.30]So run [01:58.53]My head don't work the meds don't work [01:59.99] [02:00.81]But I don't want to be dead dead don't work [02:03.34]Sleep's the cousin of death the bed don't work [02:05.85]Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt [02:07.60] [02:08.82]Realization of an inherent emptiness [02:09.78] [02:11.24]Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist [02:12.96] [02:13.85]Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist [02:15.66] [02:16.68]I've fallen because I've been on the precipice [02:18.57] [02:19.61]Maybe it's my mama's possible regret [02:21.08] [02:21.99]Maybe it's a neurological neglect [02:23.51] [02:24.88]Maybe it's the reason why water's wet [02:27.22]The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect [02:29.14] [02:30.27]But maybe I'm being too complicated for you [02:32.04] [02:32.57]Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you [02:35.13]The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you [02:37.92]Paxil Zoloft it's just wasteful to you [02:39.82] [02:40.59]I've tried meditation tried to sit in silence [02:42.79] [02:43.56]But how the f**k that help a neurochemical imbalance [02:46.18]Why would you tell a person that they were childish [02:48.68]Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in [02:50.93] [02:51.67]I always feel foggy somatic detatchment [02:53.20] [02:54.18]It's like my body isn't connected to actions [02:56.30] [02:56.81]It destroys everything that's affected the fragments [02:59.25]I don't have nothing but senses and sadness [03:01.61] [03:22.64]Darkness comes beneath the dying stars [03:25.42] [03:26.83]With all the blood and scars [03:28.46] [03:29.34]My mouth will hunt you [03:31.46]With fear - I appear [03:32.76] [03:33.72]Nothing will stop me [03:36.16] [03:37.55]You crave the creature in me [03:39.11] [03:40.30]Shattered I will capture you [03:42.35]So run