Chum (Explicit)-Earl Sweatshirt

[ti:Chum]
[ar:Earl Sweatshirt]
[al:Doris]
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[00:00.00]Chum (密友) - Earl Sweatshirt
[00:00.90][Hook]
[00:01.09]Something sinister to it
// [00:05.22]Pendulum swinging slow a degenerate moving
// [00:08.09]Through the city with criminals stealth welcome to enemy turf
恍惚间天降凶兆 [00:10.90]Harder than immigrants work "Golf" is stitched into my shirt
流逝中钟摆在黑暗中摇晃不定 腐化的时光蔓延开来 [00:14.32]Get up off the pavement brush the dirt up off my psyche
整座城市被犯罪的气息笼罩着 欢迎来到敌人的地盘 [00:17.41]Psyche psyche
敌众我寡千钧一发 我用尽一切办法进行最后的厮杀 [00:18.16][Verse 1]
绝望地从街边的灌木丛中亮出*膛 从我的灵魂深处抖落一地生命的余烬 [00:19.23]It's probably been twelve years since my father left left me fatherless
我的灵魂在低吟 [00:28.71]And I just used to say I hate him in dishonest jest
// [00:33.58]When honestly I miss this ni**a like when I was six
依稀记得十二年前 爸爸离开我的场景 从那以后这个男人再也没有出现 [00:36.34]And every time I got the chance to say it I would swallow it
而我也渐渐习惯用憎恨去回忆那个我不再熟悉的背影 [00:39.33]Sixteen I'm hollow intolerant skip shots
似乎在我六岁的时候 我对那个男人心生了思念 [00:41.02]I storm that whole bottle I'll show you a role model
每次话到嘴边 却戛然而止 [00:44.76]I'm drunk pissy pissing on somebody front lawn
镜头倒回到十六岁那年 我终日同泰勒发着牢骚 镜头切转 [00:47.44]Trying to figure out how and when the f**k I missed moderate
我举起酒瓶一饮而尽 让你看看什么才是真正的汉子 [00:50.26]Momma often was offering peace offerings
当时我喝得不省人事 酩酊间好像对别人不敬 [00:52.69]Think wheeze cough scoffing and he's off again
我绞尽脑汁 想知道从何时起我开始不再思念那个不负责任的混蛋 [00:57.32]Searching for a big brother Tyler was that
妈妈想尽一切方法来弥补我从未拥有过的父爱 [00:59.46]And plus he liked how I rap the blunted mice in the trap
每次想到这里 不禁暗自叹息 对他的离开嗤之以鼻 [01:02.83]Too black for the white kids and too white for the blacks
而Tyler当之无愧是我的大哥哥 [01:05.32]From honor roll to cracking locks up off them bicycle racks
因为他能听懂我的饶舌 同样他也会给我**抽 [01:08.57]I'm indecisive I'm scatterbrained and I'm frightened it's evident
白色和黑色的皮肤 无论大人或者孩子都存在着无法逾越的鸿沟 [01:11.15]And them eyes where he hiding all them icicles at
不喜欢班级里那些优等的白人学生 所以常常偷偷摸摸地撬开他们自行车的车锁 [01:14.26][Hook]
我时而犹豫不决 时而心事浮躁 同样害怕别人可以看穿我的内心 [01:14.51][Interlude]
因为他们所有人的眼中都暗藏着杀机 [01:15.03]"Can I get that oh let me get that beat in my headphones "
// [01:18.52][Verse 2]
// [01:18.90]Uh time lapse bars rhyming heart's bottomless pit
我只想听从耳机里传出的声音 [01:20.35]Was mobbin' deep as '96 Havoc and Prodigy did
// [01:21.75]We were the pottymouth posse crash the party and dip
时光荏苒 空荡的屋子承载着心中那个巨大的无底洞 [01:25.12]With all belongings then toss em out to the audience
我的灵魂深处正经历一场浩劫 毫无征兆 无所幸免 [01:27.12]Nothing was f**king awesome trying to make it from the bottom
我们就是一群拉帮结伙的低俗谩骂者 [01:30.49]His sins feeling as hard as Vince Carter's knee cartilage is
从未想过羞辱谁 只是将我们拥有的一切情感全部抛给听众 [01:32.48]Supreme garment and w**d gardeners garnishing spliffs
没有什么该死的家伙值得我敬畏 而那份肃穆只是境由心生 [01:34.92]With Keef particles and entering apartments with 'zine article
有时也会感到绝望 就像Vince Carter的膝盖使他彻底告别了飞翔 [01:38.35]Tolerance for boundaries I know you happy now
无论是身着光鲜的富人 还是衣衫褴褛的草工 都会依赖上** [01:41.97]Craven and these Complex f**k niggas done track me down
我手里拿着仅存的杂志 抽着最后剩余的** 踱步走进这座阴郁的公寓 [01:48.83]Just to be the guys that did it like "I like attention"
我的忍耐有限 而你却要挑战我的上限 我心知你现在有点得意忘形 [01:53.78]Not the type where niggas trying to get a raise at my expense
胆怯畏缩地藏身于楼群当中 因为我知道外面有人花钱取我性命 [01:57.46]Supposed to be grateful right Like "Thanks so much you made my life
而那些暗自操作的阴谋家们知道我可以博得大众的眼球 [01:57.96]Harder and the ties between my mom and I are strained and tightened
所以认为不需要添加额外的奖金便可借刀** [01:59.33]Even more than they were before all of this sh*t"
但是人终究要学会感恩 没错 感谢你给予我生命 [02:00.85]Been back a week and I already feel like calling it quits
尽管生活潦倒 但是我们母子俩的心却越连越紧