I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral-The Wonder Years

[ti:I Just Want To Sell Out My Fun] [ar:The Wonder Years] [al:The Greatest Generation] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Just Want To Sell Out My Funeral - The Wonder Years [00:04.20] [00:18.23]Clear the apartment [00:21.67]I plan on collapsing and I could have sworn I heard a car door slam [00:29.54]I'm stuck at the corner of grinding teeth and stomach acid [00:34.60]All alone under a soft rain and streetlamp [00:41.17]I spent my life weighed down by a stone heart [00:46.98]Drowning in irony and settling for anything [00:52.78]Somewhere down the line all the wiring went faulty [00:57.72]I'm scared sh*tless of failure and I'm staring out at where I wanna be [01:03.53] [01:05.09]I just want to sell out my funeral [01:10.66]I just want to be enough for everyone [01:16.16]I just want to sell out my funeral [01:21.03]Know that I fought until the lights were gone [01:24.28] [01:25.09]I'm walking through harbors and churchyards [01:28.53]I felt the snow crack under my feet [01:30.60]I'll stay thankful for mild winters for every shot I got at anything [01:36.35]I'll blame the way that I was brought up or the flaws that I was born with [01:42.41]Or the mistakes that I've made; they're all just f*cking excuses [01:49.50]So bury me in the memories of my friends and family [01:54.62]I just need to know that they were proud of me [01:58.31] [02:01.04]I just want to sell out my funeral [02:06.48]I just want to be enough for everyone [02:12.23]I just want to sell out my funeral [02:17.16]Know that I fought until the lights were gone [02:20.41] [02:22.04]Oh we all wanna know [02:25.47]Where'd the American dream go [02:28.60]Did you give up and go home [02:31.41]Am I here alone [02:33.23]Oh when the credits roll [02:37.10]I'll watch as the screen glows; [02:39.60]The moments when I choked all the fears that I've outgrown [02:49.10]At least I hope so [02:50.79] [02:55.85]I was just happy to be a contender [03:01.23]I was just aching for anything [03:07.16]And I used to have such steady hands [03:12.16]But now I can't keep 'em from shaking [03:16.60] [03:20.54]Oh I'm sorry I [03:26.54]I'm sorry I don't laugh at the right times [03:29.85] [03:32.05]Is this what it feels like with my wings clipped [03:36.92]I'm awkward and nervous [03:41.24]I'm awkward and nervous [03:45.55]I'm awkward and nervous [03:53.85]I'm awkward and nervous [04:02.80] [04:03.36]But I was kind of hoping you'd stay [04:07.17]I was kind of hoping you'd stay [04:11.42]I was kind of hoping you'd stay [04:16.55]I need you to stay [04:20.67]Oh god could you stay [04:24.99]I need you to stay [04:27.30]I need you to stay [04:29.18]I need you [04:30.49] [04:31.17]If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed [04:35.93]Well then what kind of man does that make me [04:41.96]If I'm in an airport and you're in a hospital bed [04:45.52]Well then what kind of man does that make me [04:48.27]If I'm in an airport if I'm in an airport [04:54.08]What kind of man does that make me [04:58.08]What kind of man does that make me [05:03.40]What kind of man does that make me [05:05.90] [05:16.46]I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me [05:23.96](I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me) [05:27.58]All we had were hand me-downs [05:29.71](I know how it feels to be at war with a world that never loved me) [05:33.33]All we had was good will [05:35.77] [05:36.33]Two blackbirds on a highway sign [05:39.02]Are laughing at me here with my wings clipped [05:42.21]I'm staring up at the sky [05:44.40]But the bombs keep f*cking falling [05:47.77]There's no devil on my shoulder; [05:50.02]He's got a rocking chair on my front porch [05:53.15]But I won't let him in [05:55.33]No I won't let him in [05:57.71] [06:02.71] [06:22.03]'Cause I'm sick of seeing ghosts [06:26.30]And I know how it's all gonna end [06:29.93]There's no triumph waiting [06:33.49]There's no sunset to ride off in [06:38.32]We all want to be great men [06:42.51]And there's nothing romantic about it [06:46.07]I just want to know that I did all I could with what I was given [06:55.06] [06:55.69]