Tug of War-Andy Mineo/Krizz Kaliko/Charles Dunlap/Torrance Esmond/Samuel William Christopher Watson

[ti:Tug of War (feat. Krizz Kaliko] [ar:Andy Mineo] [al:Heroes for Sale] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Tug of War (激烈斗争) - Andy Mineo/Krizz Kaliko/Charles Dunlap/Torrance Esmond/Samuel William Christopher Watson [00:26.96]Momma praying for me
妈妈为我祈祷 [00:29.59]Grandma praying for me
奶奶为我祈祷 [00:31.16]Satan preying on me
撒旦折磨着我 [00:32.79]Jesus waiting on me
基督等待着我 [00:34.36]'Cause I've been straddling the fence it's time to make decisions
因为我一直持观望态度，现在该做出决定了 [00:37.12]I've been thinking about Heaven lately don't think I'll get in
最近我一直想着天堂，不觉得我会去那里 [00:40.99]'Cause I've been going back and forth I love the way I'm living
因为我一直犹豫不决，我喜欢我现有的生活方式 [00:44.17]But I hate it at the same time 'cause I know I'm sinning
但我同时又很讨厌，因为我知道我有罪 [00:47.79]And I don't want to be like them hypocritical Christians
我不想像那些虚伪的基督徒一样 [00:50.03]So I stay away from Jesus completely 'till I'm ready to give Him
所以我彻底远离基督，直到我准备将一切交给他 [00:54.72]Everything but that seems like it'll never happen
但这看起来永远都不会发生 [00:57.52]My girl coming over later you know what's about to happen
我的女孩一会儿要来，你知道接下来将要发生什么 [01:01.27]Then after some smashing I'm sitting there asking
受打击后，我坐在那里问 [01:04.09]If eternity in Hell is worth some moments of this satisfaction
永恒的地狱是否值得换取短暂的安逸 [01:07.10]Man I'm so back and forth
天呐，我是多么犹豫不决 [01:09.86]I'm back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战 [01:17.71]I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right
我一直为自己的生活而战，我一直想让自己的生活不偏离轨道 [01:20.91]And I really want more and I don't know
我真的想要更多，我还想不透 [01:22.77]Back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战 [01:27.43]And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war
我为了掌控一切而战，为了我的灵魂而战，这就是战争 [01:33.77]I've got two choices
我有两个选择 [01:36.77]Both require pain
每个都要经历痛苦 [01:38.21]One's the pain of change or the pain of staying the same
一种是转变之痛，另一种是保持现状的痛 [01:41.35]One of them leads to joy
其中一种通往快乐 [01:42.97]Other one leads to shame
另一种通往耻辱 [01:44.78]One of them leads to freedom the other one keeps me in chains
其中一种通向自由，另一种让我受到束缚 [01:47.96]I wear a cross and give you thanks for my blessings Ain't that enough
我戴着十字架，感谢你给我的祝福，这还不够吗 [01:50.64]Why you want everything Can't you leave this part of my life untouched
为什么你什么都想要，你能不能离开我生活的处女地 [01:54.13]I thought following you meant I only had to say yes once
我想，跟随着你意味着今后就没有了决定权 [01:57.38]Now every day I wake up you give me some cross to take up
现在每天我醒来，你都让我背负痛苦 [02:01.50]You really want me to break up with my girl Now that's too much
你真的想让我和女朋友分手吗，这太过分了 [02:04.55]I know what's best for me
我知道对自己来说什么才是最好的 [02:06.11]You don't understand my complexities
你不明白我有多混乱 [02:07.04]See I gotta make a living so don't ask where my checks come from
你看，我还要赚钱养家，所以别问我钱从哪里来 [02:10.17]Now I hear you talking I ain't gone numb
现在我听你讲话，我可没傻 [02:12.04]I know I'm in the dark and I gotta find my way to the Son 'cause
我知道我身处黑暗中，我要寻找通往上帝之路，因为 [02:15.28]He calling on my name and I know I can't run
他在呼唤我的名字，我知道我跑不了 [02:17.64]I'm so back and forth
我是多么犹豫不决 [02:18.95]I'm back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战 [02:27.13]I've been fighting for my life like I'm trying to get my life right
我一直为自己的生活而战，我一直想让自己的生活不偏离轨道 [02:29.13]And I really want more and I don't know
我真的想要更多，我还想不透 [02:30.64]Back and forth like a tug of war
来来回回，就像拉锯战 [02:35.56]And I've been fighting for control and fighting for my soul and this is war
我为了掌控一切而战，为了我的灵魂而战，这就是战争 [02:41.74]I drown on broken hearts
我淹没在伤心绝望中 [02:44.48]A man full of regrets
一个充满悔恨的男人 [02:46.06]The thrill has left the empty promises of sin sets
不再感到紧张，假意许下罪孽的承诺 [02:49.05]You wanna put treasure inside my hands but you cease
你想将财宝塞到我手中，但是你停下了 [02:52.17]'Cause they're clamped holding on the sins I won't release
因为它们被钳制住了，抓住那些罪孽我不会松手 [02:56.42]I don't know how to start loving you and stop doing what I'm doing if I gain you tell me what I'm really losing
我不知该如何开始爱你，停下我正做的事情，如果我有收获，你告诉我我实际上失去了什么 [03:02.17]You have to change me and my sins I'd never choose Him
你不得不改变我和我的罪过，我从未选择过他 [03:05.60]My heart needs to see something greater than what I'm pursuing so
我的心需要见到比我所追逐的更伟大的东西 [03:09.60]Is it true that you give rest to the weary Can you accept and repair me
你要让疲惫的人休息，这是真的吗，你能不能接受我并纠正我 [03:14.59]Do you hear me It's so clear and now it's painfully apparent
你能听到我吗，如此显而易见，现在这种直白很痛苦 [03:17.70]That I can't have my sin and my Savior they're not for sharing
现在我无法同时犯罪与被救，它们不能共存 [03:22.27]Anything that I lose to follow you is not a loss
我为了追随你而失去的一切并不是损失 [03:26.46]My girlfriend my friends my money even my job
我的女友，我的伙伴，我的钱财，甚至我的工作 [03:29.71]But sometimes I believe the lie
但有时我也相信这个谎言 [03:32.02]That God don't provide for His child when they obey that's so cray
上帝不会供养听话的孩子，太讽刺了 [03:36.51]He calling me to freedom I think that it's time to walk
他让我自由，我想现在该离开了 [03:40.00]I don't see every step but the next is out of the dark
我没注意到走了多少步，但下一步就会走出黑暗 [03:43.18]I'm the filthiest of them all but I'm YOURS if you wash me
我是他们当中最卑鄙的，但如果你洗脱我的罪孽，我就归顺你 [03:46.32]From that sin by the blood of that cross
源于那个过失，还有十字架上的鲜血 [03:48.88]I'm yours
我归顺你